Watashi omoide ni wa naranai sa

2008-01-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

I DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING GO AWAY

2007-12-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

hi guys

it has been awhile since my last post. seems like my blog is collecting dust again. ohwell....

anyway it has been quite a slack holiday. nothing much to do, train twice a week, go out happy happy once in a while, stone at home most of the time. haha lets see what i do at home. ummmm to be honest i do watch alot of shit on my com. eg heroes season II, prison break season III (damn the writer's guild strike) gossip girl, gundam 00, watch dota league replays? (okay i know that damn lifeless but it can spice up my boring life abit) and well... game with rold and co. alright, thats not very happening.

on the other hand class chalet was abit more happening? right? oh comon it wasnt that bad and we had fun. and many thanks to sean for bringing his much needed xbox and mahjong set or else we will just rot through the night. and oh my, fatty crashed our party. haha i wonder why (: of course not to forget darryl and his obscene sms which i saw. *ahemahem* naughty boy. we were pretty bonded when we watched heroes on tv together but fell apart when some of us decided to play soccer on xbox which was freaking boring according to the girls. ohwell.... had bbq the next day, cycled to repair fatty's ~~loser~~ bike (see ivan i dont comment on other ppl i keep it to myself) and slept. yeah thats about it all

hmm ive read ivan's blog. that batard keep adding rubbish about me in his post. so its time to do something. k i'll put a retarded ivan msn convo here. three cheers for sweet revenge! (damns cannot copy paste need to censor abit)

me: lets go

ivan: eh **** wait for chinks leh

me: kkk wait

--------after a while---------

me: NOW

ivan: no wait for chinks

me: ok go

ivan: CHINKS LA CH33BY3

me: **** U I SAID WAIT U MOTHER CH33BY3. THEN U DONT WANT WTH FRUCKS U

ivan: huh i got say dun wan meh? frucks off u scroll up. ****ing stupid small eye chinese cannot see anything

me: yeah frucks u said no wait for chinks. **** u indian eye

ivan: ****? i said NO, wait for chinks

me: **** OFF. U NVER PUT THE COMMA

ivan: ch33by3. like your english so quad like that

me: YEAH. 55.5. PWNZORS U. SO SHUDDAP.

ivan: ? mine 56? eh no pls 55. NOOOOOOO ****

me: **** OFF. U SUCK. SO SHUDDAP

(:

k shall end with a fabulous song by muse

-endlessly-

go listen its damn nice

bye dudes

2007-10-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

hi

yay promos over alr! (lol)
anyway had my op dry run today. not that bad lah but it was seriously boring man. like i had to sit through 7hrs of boring speeches and omg i cant even pon cos im the last presenter of the last group to present...

k anyway thats over so hmmm lets see, hows my gymming so far? i guess ummm quite decent? no? like i gymmed three times since august (wow) and i get real dizzy everytime i do the back extension thing? and that changyi guy issnt helping by opening the gym at 2 plus and closing it at 5? omg! i cant even find a decent time to gym this week!

my week hasnt been very happening so far so there is really not much to blog ):
so tata

children's day is loved

2007-10-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

ohhhh i feeel like bloooogggging again

ok

blog tmr then

time to sleep

2007-09-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

life is tough

mug and hope ure experiencing increasing returns to scale

2007-08-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

freaking cold now

anyway, must mug harder

less blog more mug ftw

2007-08-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

6h ftw

2007-08-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

omg

damn tired lah
can go faint alr

bye

2007-07-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

decided to

umm well check on my weight again. hahaha why so bo liao arh? hahaha i also dunno leh (= nvm, it read 64.5kg. i was like omgwth i can win the most consistent weight award already lah. seriously, my weight hasnt been fluctuating much since sec4, no matter how much i wished it would. i ate like a pig last time, well almost like a pig* but to no avail. oh so i was a porky too :D
my stubborn body just wouldnt take that extra few kgs. anyway incase u didnt know, ive given up on gaining weight already. one less thing to worry about anyway.

oh im gonna saikang for ihc tnf tmr. haha that means standing under the vicious sun for (um lets see) 3 long freakin hrs! amg where is my big blue gay umbrella!!! on a side note, things look pretty ~~cool~~ screwed cos i dont even have the bloody namelist, so in other words, anybody can just come and ~~bribe me btw 2 bucks can already and~~ then throw for his/her house. anybody!

ok nvm. theres physics spa tmr, as in the real one!! so that means i have to start my warm up tonight hahaha.

jiwei (=
(haha oops just mimicking my econs teacher)

2007-07-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

2323232323

kkk well...

hmm today has been pretty impressive so far.
hahahaha actually to tell u the truth im very very touched :D
haha bet u cant imagine a crying jiwei hugging his piyopiyo on his bed
but nonetheless, i must say

thank you guyz, yall rock!

thanks for the cake (amg zhizhi baked one!)

thanks for the piyopiyo (aww damn cute!)

thanks for the bday wishes (cool nice i like!)

thanks for letting me copy tuition hwk (~~fux cheapskate~~ wow superb!)

and...

thank u (: (gtl)

omg im playing vball tmr!
omg can pon feesicks remedial alr!
omgomg!
omg tmr got econs test!
omgwtfccbknn!

2007-07-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

no choice

my juniors target for eoy is 48m for jave. surely i must hit somewhere around there as well or it'll be damn no face. no choice man, guess i'll have to go for all the trgs in the world, which means that i cmi for next weds cip ~~hooray!~~

oh i took napfa today! straight As until 2.4. haii hvnt been running in a long long time, thus no surprise that i didnt do that well. did a 10.41 ~~(oh fux missed by 10s)~~, ran till i almost foamed and died, esp on my last lap where i tried to hardcore chiong, but too bad my lungs were burnt already.

wanted to play vball next week, but it clashes with the track clinic. haii see! life is tough ): dunno if i should sign up for ihc shot put cos i-am-a-javelin-thrower so its damn-unfair-if-i-throw-shot-put.

nvm i shall be less pessimistic cos life is always tough! (:
short post ftw cos time is precious

2007-07-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

cut from the team

im getting back econs and phy tmr, pls wish me good luck cos i really dont wanna fail. i still want to "ACED" my cts, but looks like im not fated to be with A at all. econs and physics leh, im sure i can squeeze a A out of the two...

had hardcore bday party at fatty's house on sat. it was seriously, hardcore! cabbed to his house from gombak mrt, and i think i got scammed, 4bucks. wth! nvm nvm, watched them play dota, poker, drink vodka (pls i didnt drink me good boy), watched some gay videos, blades of glory, played nice ownage black jack where i won 10 bucks out of nothing, played rolds imba ps2 where i owned most of the time. did alot of weird and stupid stuff too. guess i was abit drunk yeah....

happy birthday mt fatty!
love you no matter how fat u get

kkkk time to start training for next year. but first, must rmb to bring a towel to gym next time.

2007-07-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

*******************

why do i always get pwned during nats?

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy

nvm one more year.

my last year.

so long and goodnight

2007-07-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

4747

i hate blogging about nats cos i always screw up after that... nonetheless im still gonna say something about it cos i dont believe in this kind of rubbish. chances of me getting into top 8 is very slim, but heck lah just do my best lor. im gonna start training with the new gym caretaker who is a freaking imba thrower for his size. pump abit of gym only since gym issnt that useful after all. im gonna do 200m, 100m,50m sprints instead cos i run like some tortoise. okok but first i needa concentrate on tmr's nats! no pressure, no sweat. then after that i can train under my former coach mr ng! omg rocks, can train with martin and xw again hahaha back to the ri days....

damns i want my 4747!!!!!!

2007-07-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

fy_pool day

hell yeah, cts finally over. time for hardcore pool again. played 187245198245 games with random ppl on friday, and i was like pwning their balls off. hahaha ooops... hmmm my scores were like -->

5-0 (ivan)
3-0 (hb)
1-1 (kaipin)
1-0 (rold)
3-0 (x? fux i forgot his name!!!!!!)

and thus u can all see, that i was indeed owning. shit ego ego, but nvm its good to be like that esp when nats is coming in errrrrrr.... 4days? AMG, damn scary cos this year im experiencing hellot of pressure! i know i cant afford to screw up again cos so many ppl want to lift the trophy on the final day, and thanks coach for reminding me that everyone whos gonna rep sch must get at least a point. damn no face if i dont get into top 8, which can be freaking possible if i eat too much shit during trg tmr.

going to vivo for dinner later, which means i have to hardcore pw now or risk being punched by muscles on tuesday.

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
i only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
i only dream of you
and you never knew

2007-06-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

radiohead

they are uniquely awesome imo. their songs are nice in a very disturbing way, hmm i like! and please they are not emo. have been putting "idioteque" on repeat for the past hour? this song just rock my world man. but i do admit it takes quite a while to really appreciate it.

Who's in bunker?
Who's in bunker?
Women and children first
And the children first
And the children

I'll laugh until my head comes off
I'll swallow till I burst
Until I burst
Until I

Who's in bunker?
Who's in bunker?
I have seen too much
You haven't seen enough
You haven't seen it
I'll laugh until my head comes off
Women and children first
And children first
And children
Here I'm allowed

Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

Ice age coming
Ice age coming
Let me hear both sides
Let me hear both sides
Let me hear both
Ice age coming
Ice age coming
Throw them in the fire
Throw them in the fire
Throw them in the

We're not scaremongering
This is really happening Happening
We're not scaremongering
This is really happening
Happening
Mobiles quirking
Mobiles chirping
Take the money and run
Take the money and run
Take the money

Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

deaf and lost are the children

2007-06-20T10:24:00.001+08:00

fux

i hate fatty
fatty is a bastard

(on the phone)

me: hey where are u now?
fatty: im in sch muggin
me: oh damns
fatty: eh wanna come?
me: i see first lah
fatty: come lah oi quick
me: okok i take mrt to sch
fatty: NO DONT. mrt damn slow one. take cab
me: but cab damn ex leh
fatty: no care, later u come we go lunch alr. take cab!!!!
me: OKAY!!!!!!!!!!

omg fux now i know why am i in a financial crisis. fatty is making a big fat hole in my wallet!

bastard!!!!!!!

kk time to go

cab ftw.

2007-06-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

omg i

hate this shit weather. everytime when im training, it will be extra hot and sunny and shiny. and everytime i dont train, it will be nice cool and breezy, with a few drizzles and gales (like during swift wtf!) and oh i wanna talk about swift no more cos i sucked.

had some damn imba chris tan extra lesson today which lasted for 3hrs before going training. as usual, it was burning and i spent most of the time residing under the big yet not-so-gay umbrella. but oooops, i threw a 45? hahaha yeah not bad lah, it certainly did enliven me for a few minutes, but it was the only good throw out of like 15? and i threw 15 in total, not cos im slacking, but more like i feel im gonna injure myself soon, so its better to umm, ~~slack in the~~ gym more often.

phy is freaking hard. my god how?!?! i dunno why but i was like super happy when roy said that he issnt gonna give a shit about the cts. hmmm, i was so on the verge of saying, me too me too! but awww, cant let my muggin hrs go to waste yeah... or maybe i should just follow kunalan's imba advice: rest train rest mug rest train rest mug.....

2007-06-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

T.I.R.O

shit 1.5 more weeks to Cts. gotta mug mug mug damnit! no more time for gaying around sry. but its very tempting to just slack cos i can use nats as an excuse incase i get owned by Cts. but nah its not a good idea, shall just put it as plan B then... okay. back to mugging. and of course no more watching stupid tero throw his jave cos i'll be better off trying to perfect my own screwed up technique instead.

akira swift this sat/sun. im gonna hit ... 47. yeah, perhaps 45-47 lah hahaha, i dont really mind if its in that range, but damn paiseh if i dont hit right. shit im giving myself unnecessary pressure just b4 Cts. wtf im so smart....

2007-06-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

track camp 07 (4th-6th june)

omg track camp! fux! dont think its gonna be very exciting, but heck... hmm theres gonna be some talk by some random guy on monday, nothing much. tuesday IS the hardcore day. lets see...

7am: light breakfast (who the hell eat so slow..)
8am: study (i tot we're only starting after camp?)
9am: light training (wow nice hardcore i like)
1130am: wash up (what! 30mins only??)
1200pm: lunch, eat out (impressive, 1 hr to walk,queue,eat)
1pm: motivation talk and analysis of team's standing by Mr John Seem (LMAO!!!)
2pm: training (duh!)
6pm: wash up (nice! 1 hr!)
7pm: dinner, order in (ok...)
8pm: study & team bonding activities (scammers! must well just cancel the study right...)
1030pm: lights out! (nice and early, i like)

nothing much on wed too, except the whole team is gonna have lunch tgt at J8 (wow, got space.....) hmm things to bring for the camp:

1. 4 sets of training attire (siao so many?!?)
2. At least $50 for meals
3. Toiletries
4. Sufficient underwear/socks for entire camp
5. Clothes/Sleeping attire
6. Studying material (!$^&!#$%&%*!)
7. Rags for cleaning sleeping quarters (?)
8. Sleeping bag (fux i lost mine)
9. Medication (slping pills?)

hmm gotta start packing soon...

just had some super screwed up msn convo with bang and ivans regarding camp tmr

[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
how many towels u bringing?
xj says:
1
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
fux im sure
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
i bring 2
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
!
xj says:
pls
xj says:
we bathe 2 nites only
xj says:
imma jus hang my towel
xj says:
to dry
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
hmmm it will smell of shit
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
shit u
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
damn inconsiderate
xj says:
nope
xj says:
i smell like christian dior perfume
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
NAH FUX U
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
dream on
xj says:
lol
xj says:
ok i tink i'll bring 2 towels too
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
yea
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
nice bang bang
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
2 is the way

Ivans says:
no need bring hp charger yea?
Ivans says:
the whole fricking track team
Ivans says:
got the same hp
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
yea nice
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
nah u must
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
ur hp is fuxing nub
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
outdated
Ivans says:
fux u
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
nah fux u u poor shit
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
eh u wanna bring tv set?
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
i bring my ps2
Ivans says:
pls
Ivans says:
classroom
Ivans says:
got projector
Ivans says:
just plug and play
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
oh ya hor nice
Ivans says:
tmr 9 right?
Ivans says:
meet at amphi?
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
yup
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
im going early
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
so i will be there early
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
eh
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
where is amphitheatre
Ivans says:
eh fucjks
Ivans says:
wheres amphi
Ivans says:
lol
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
fux u u dunno?
[sancruzta' - i, well, um says:
wtf!?!?!?
Ivans says:
fux u
Ivans says:
how i know

and this is my friend, tero. he is a javelin thrower, and throws A BIT further than me only.

2007-05-29T08:52:00.000+08:00

whats wrong

holidays now, but i still wake up at 7am. whats wrong with me? i feel so darn tired every morning yet i just cant slp. have to train 2,4,6 and all are at 2pm! (omgggxx so hawt!) i'll be stoning at home just waiting to go for training cos tell me, what can i do from 9-12? go out? (nah!) mug? (lol!) smash? (maybe?) stone? (better not....)

hmmm... blog is collecting dust, but its ok.... i like.

rold and yh will be mugging in sch in the mornings. perhaps i can join them, although they obviously arnt the best ppl to mug with out there, but, it should be ok.

hmmm my shit jave video (: lol im so shameless, but its ok, i like. got hell lot of mistakes waiting for me to correct.. esp. my balance! i cant seem to stabilise myself before i throw so when i do throw, i look as if im tripping over myself, which is umm... BAD! and i stepped on the line!!!! wtfwtfwtf...

2007-05-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

not so impressive week

rots.
next week is gg seriously. why?

1. phy spa
2. econs test
3. chem tutorial
4. gp (dunno what la)
5. maths assign

hmm what have i done so far? finished one question in my maths assign cos thats the ONLY one i know. tried abit of chem, like 3 questions in part II of tutorial, but still have a long way to go cos i still have to do part I!!!! and shit, its due tmr!!!! im having double chem tutorial + chem lecture, which means i have to do 2hrs worth of chem tutorial. crap! and energetics is damn hard!

econs test is on tuesday! howhowhowhow!!?!? i have to clear the store tmr during recess, help clear more after pe, then go for training, and nice, i will reach home at 9 finish bathing and eating at 10, and try my very best to get something (ooops!)

sat training was damn shitty. went to gombak, warmed up for 1.5 hrs, and just as i was about to do some hardcore throws, coach decided to call it a day. then he volunteered me to do some sai kang for the discus event. had to pick discuses and run around like a dog ): then the official was like telling me that i can train my shuttle run this way. wow! are u joking!??!?! how about u help me do 40m shuttle runs 60 times with 1.75kg discuses?

was looking forward to pe on monday, cos its like my 1st formal pe lesson since march? but god was playing with me! it turned out to be a pe lecture.... hahaha, and something hilarious happened. i was walking to the lt with my specs, and met ms see toh and the sailing tr outside the lt. then the sailing tr who saved me ass last time, told me that i look damn serious in specs (lol?) then ms see toh joined in and said some other things about me, which kinda DISTRACTED me, so instead of opening the lt door, i opened the fire cabinet door beside it. shit? both of them were laughed like crazy, and see toh told me maybe i can see better w/o specs! then came thurs pe, where i decided to throw some medi balls instead of playing soccer with the rest, cos, i also dunno why.....

heard selection trials is this sat. and everyone is training like mad. rold asked if i wanna train every morning! lol! and sam asked if i wanna go gombak to train on tuesday. wth!? roy demanded a zapped version of the imba throwing book. and i did the sai kang again?

nvm, i just want a nice monday. w/o pe!

2007-05-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

>.<

ohman, i seriously gotta take EXTRA glucose before training next time. did some real throwing and drills that involved my legs, and guess what? couldnt walk after that...

kept telling myself to learn to use my legs, to drive forward, and yea, perhaps i did use them today. but the dist? sucks? dunno how the hell i threw 41 with the 800g javelin for competition. its like im hitting somewhere like 36-40 with the 700g javes during normal training. normally if u can throw 41 with a 800, u should be able to hit like 45 with a 700 yea? really confused man, i asked coach and he told me its the atmosphere during competition..??>>?? but honestly, the 700 bucks javelins they use during competition must be able to fly further than the 40 bucks javes in rj ya?

and oh yea, the field still sucks. i expected much better cos of the sun toay, but zzzzzz. we still have to walk on shit. and my javelins didnt help either, cos they always land flat, and glide, and bathe in the shit. and when i do pick em up, voilà! surprise surprise! had to do driving drills later, which was freaking tiring. coach made us hold this 10kg plate and treat it as a driving wheel, then u have to pretend u are a truck driver and steel to the left, steer to the right, move forward. ok its not a very good description of what we really did, but we had formula 1 racing. Ferreira vs mercedes vs Lamborghini vs proton. haha, guess which one was me! LOL ... sorry i suck so much.

driving totally destroyed my legs. dunno if its my stamina or my legs, so 2.4 how? lucky i can drag to july (: but i will doing pe on monday i think. anyway the teachers are damn nice to me. its like i have been mia for like 2 months alr and they never say anything? but its not that i really hate pe or what, its just that i have super low stamina and pathetic recovery rate. and my pe sessions just have to be on the same day as my trainings, so if i take pe, i will eat sticks later.

my spike nails are rusting. how long have i been wearing them? 2 months? and ivan almost put his javelin through shengwei today. shengwei totally freaked out. kinda reminded me how dangerous this sport can be sometimes.

2007-05-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

watashi omoide ni wa naranai sa

crap.
flu.
sore throat.
cough.
why do they always appear together?
its not like a major illness, but its the kind that will dragggggg for damn long, and make you damn irritated. i ponned sat's training cos of that, ok..... not really pon la, but i cant go cos im too uncomfortable. then monday, they were like trying to put cones across the shit field so we can throw. and obviously no one wanted to take the job since we have to literally walk in a shit field. it smells so bad that i almost fainted even though i have a block nose to protect me. then shalom saved our ass by being a man and volunteered to do the dirty work for us, but coach just popped out of the blue and asked "who didnt come on saturday ah? maybe he should go instead!" and his acting was damn zai la! he act as if he dunno that guy is me, and he just have to say it infront of my face. haha he was damn sarcastic, and i was like "eh, how can i go in my black nike shoes?" but he insisted, so i said "ok wait, i change into my spikes 1st!" hahaha, he almost killed me then! so no choice, i journeyed across the mud shit field bare footed.

did hell lot of leg drills, esp. the jumping ones. damn sian, i dunno why either. did for like 2 hours? and ivan was damn cmi la.

pool, movie and class dinner on tue were more than enuff to drain me. maybe its cos im sick, but i really felt damn tired towards the end. planned to cab home with kaipin, but stupid kaipin just had to donate 10 bucks to shanshan as cab fee, and thus no money to cab? ended up taking the bus tgt... haizzz

pe tmr. screw it la. i dont feel like going. im just gonna reproduce the same overdue mc as an excuse. anyway im really sick what! but how long have i skipped pe alr? hmmm.... like 5-6 weeks alr?

wow

i never realise i actually hated pe

2007-04-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

oh cool (:

yepp, had nat juniors today. thanks all who msged me and wished me goodluck, cos like i've said, i really need it.

went there real early and ivan recommended that we drink redbull to perhaps throw further? dont really know whether it is of any help, but i was demoralized by this big bulky macho acjc jave thrower when i reached there. he was like flicking 30+ and he was wearing a belt! helloooo.... only pros wear belt. and the sad thing is that all my competitors, apart from ivan and sam (i think) are bigger than me. and sam had this softball friend who can throw 39 using his unorthodox softball technique.

ok.that.is.really.impressive

anyway i qualified on my 1st throw. 38 or 39 i think.... more than enuff to beat the 30.07 qualifying mark. then threw my furthest, 41.56 on my second (: screwed up the 3rd, and a 40.70 on my 4th. and guess what?!?!? i got 4th!!!! but i must admit i was damn tyco. the 5th and 6th threw like 41.44 and 41.3+ respectively. the 1st and 2nd place went to hcjc obviously, while some poly guy got 3rd. all of them are damn big la!!! wth! and they threw damn freaking far, like 47,46,46++

zzzzzzzz

nvm, i shall train harder. alr im starting to go for morning trainings, but i hate it when i have to bathe asap after that and rush for flag raising. and i injured my groin :x em what do u call that? groin strain? dunno la, but its the exact same problem that i had during nats last year. only difference is that it didnt screw me this time. wheeew! thank god! but it hurts even more now ):

amelia told me that i keep hopping before i throw. or at least sth like that. which is exactly the same thing i do whenever i do my standing board jump. i tend to hop a little just before i jump, so my dist is real sucky. i jumped 238 for napfa, but i really need to jump 246 for an A. if i dont get A, then i wont be motivated to get an A for my 2.4. so im planning to retake, anyway i have to retake since i cant run within a week after my stations.

and yay!

i have a new excuse for PE on monday.

groin strain!

2007-04-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

stupid ):

ohman, next week is gonna suck hard. how i wish i can just précis it. theres like chem spa tmr, econs test on tues, maths tutorial on tues (ps: im not like someone who finished it long ago), maths assign and PI on thurs!!! wtf, and it doesnt help that i have to go down to support the x-country ppl on wed. well, not say i dont like them or wad, but it just came at the wrong time... i thought i can throw some sticks on wed, since the main field is gonna be empty, but nooooo....

and i havent been throwing my 800g javelins, cos i dont really like to demoralise myself. and shit! i have to throw 800s for juniors next week. haha rold told me that he screwed up. he threw 8m for the 5kg shot puts? omg! thats damn loser ok... even i threw 8.75 for a 5.65kg shot puts last year. but its ok man, screwing up is part of our life. just hope that i dont do it during chem spa tmr. damn stress ok!

oh fux! i just realised that i never do my physics tutorial! !^!$(&!%!(&%#!(%#(!%#(!#% arhghghghghhghghgghhg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and come to think of it, why did i take it in the 1st place?!?!?!? its all zhizhi's fault! shit u! i still rmbed that day i was outside the general office with my subj combi form. i clearly wrote bcme, since my phy. stinks. who wouldnt take bio instead of phy if u got 86 for bio and 69 for the latter. then, the idiot came, after i alr submitted my form. somehow, he managed to persuade me to change to phy with the help of some other pp. omg, couldnt believe that i actually took the trouble and begged the lady to return my form, changed it and submit again.

to put it in simple english, physics sucks!

dont take it man, seriously!

and ohhhhhh shit! theres NAPFA tmr!??!?!?!? my goddddddd, there is standing board jump!!!!! yea i cant think of a 100% sure win imba excuse tmr, so im highly likely to do PE. but im still gonna try my noobshit luck and say "hi sir, u are very handsome today, can i not do napfa cos i fell and sliced my arm last time while doing sbj and thus the phobia and its not very nice since i have competition on sat?" nvm i still practiced damn hard on sat for sbj, but i just cant get the right technique!!!! i dont know why but i always land like an elephant... and thus the 200-220s. and tmr is the last throwing session b4 juniors, which means if my rocket screw up, then my morale will be at rock bottom for the entire week. which is very highly if i do PE tmr, cos i have super lousy stamina if u didnt know alr. on sat we were like doing leg drills b4 throwing and i died after the leg drills? had to buy h2Os and slack in the gym for a while before i feel a little fresher to do my throws, which didnt last very long either.

eh crap, why am i rubbishing here where i can save my ass by doing abit of mugging which probably wouldnt help much.....

2007-04-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

funny eh?

havent been blogging for like a few weeks, or issit days? nvm, thats not impt, last week was kinda hectic cos of the track exco interview. haha, i think i screwed up real bad :x they ask all the stupid shits in the world and i just happily stoned for most of the interview. then thursday was crap.... saw the trackers practicing their standing board jump, so i decided to go there and lose face. i keep jumping around the 200cm mark ok! damn demoralising, freaking sad! then during warm up, i went to practice my own sbj on some rough pebble ground as i tot i will have a lower chance of slipping that way. but no! i managed to jump so hard that i lost my balance, and errrrrr.... fell? and hence the elbow cut. i forced myself to believe its just a minor scratch, and hardcored gym after that. then when i got home, it was still bleeding and got pretty ugly. that explains all, so stop asking me abt it!!!! and its black/purple/rotten cos i applied some stupid blue solution which will help the wound heal faster.

anyway, its ok now. i think. i went training ystd with my rotten elbow and still managed to throw 41?!?! wow, i rock! maybe when its less rotten, i can finally hit the 45m mark? haha ok i admit thats bullshit, cos actually i changed my run up after coach screwed me upside down for throwing off course consistently. i decided to adopt the rocket style where i start all the way from the very end and hardcore sprint through at max speed. and it works! hahaha, paralympics style!

knew my pw grp too, and imo, although it may not be the best, its certainly not the worst. but then, damn sian ah! its 4 girls and 1 guy :x what kind of randomisation (lol got such a word? hmm.... nvm nvm...) is this!?!??! but 3 of them are in manly CCAs, with the likes of canoeing and judo, so somehow that will help to balance the sex ratio (:

and ps: no offence, its just a bad joke to console myself.

and i shall continue to pon PEs. i've alr made up excuses to excuse myself for 2 more weeks of Pe. seriously pe is damn lame. you just run and do silly exercises like pull ups, which totally reminds me of canoeing training. which happens to be very ***** too imo.

2007-03-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

lmao

i just realised

hardcore run + sweat = vampire me

never knew my eyes were so red till i went to the toilet. bad eye day yea?

2007-03-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

+zalera+

oh man, i almost lost my wallet in the canteen again... damns, the bags piled on top of it and i could see it no more. but luck me! i threw all the bags away and yepp, found it. ok that sounds lame, but speaking of wallet, i suddenly rmb that someone still owes me $$$. yea, u know who u are...

had training, was pretty ok, as in rather demoralising, until roy told us to try the new sponsored javelin spikes. that really lifted our morale, although i must admit that i feel super uncomfortable in them. i nearly tripped while walking! nevermind, guess i'll have to give it some time.... oh yea, and we are suspended for training this thursday. its a long and screwed up story, which i dont really want to talk about anymore, but seriously, how will you feel if you are punished for a crime that u didnt even commit in the 1st place? of course idiots like fatty would accept the so called "punishment" with pleasure, but not when nat juniors is in 4 weeks time yea?

see toh screwed harold cos he wants to put "fatty" on his track suit. haha, then even more funny, kelvin wants to put "t-cruise" on his track suit. LOL! tom cruise! hahahaha, seriously, whats wrong man, see toh is just too sensitive...

still rmb my last nat competition, which i totally screwed up cos of the world cup finals. i happily watched the italy vs france match, knowing perfectly well that javelin finals is only a matter of hours away. haha, this time, i swear that wont happen again!

had spa breifing today, which was nice yet boring. boring as usual, but nice since it took away much of the gay chem lecturer's time. anyway i think spa is totally crap, cos we are not having it on the same day!!! its like WTH, and god damn they still expect us not to cheat! when ur A-levels is on the line, expect anything to happen pls, esp question leakages. after 4 years in ri, i know perfectly well what is going on behind teachers backs, unless, they become smarter and change the questions everytime. but once again, that is highly unlikely cos i would like to believe that spa is fixed all across the country. and ps, im speaking from a neutral point of view, and not cos my class has chem pract. every MONDAY at 9am :X

2007-03-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

random

gym

roy: eh jiwei, can u keep the weight plates?

me: no fair! u used them too!

roy: ok how about, we compare biceps? the one with the smaller biceps will keep.

me: !(*&%#%%!)$)*$^!)%!!!

2007-03-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

a really stupid week, lol

have been cabbing a lot recently, i think im turning in a rold.... its like mon, after training, we cabbed to paradiz to pool. ok its not that bad, since we can split the cost. but i cabbed all the way home after that... too lazy i guess? then on wed, even worse, i cabbed all the way from home to paradiz, again to pool. normally i would have taken the train, but not this time, i dont know why either... bad habit? wed was ivans birthday, so we pooled with him in the morning and "sneaked" into cathay to watch 300. and cathay is damn slack lor, they didnt even bother to check ur ic when u purchase the tickets! but! its ok, i like (:

then rushed to novena for class gathering, where we had steam boat in some mini restaurant. haha the idea is really refreshing, and we ordered hell lot of shit! like 26 eggs? then the uncle was freaking nice as well, he served foc noodles cos its someone's bd! ok then guess what happened after dinner? we went back to paradiz to pool again. wth! yes, we went back there to meet rold, who was there since morning. played till like 11+, then everyone started leaving, so its time to go home. and yea, i took a cab.

anyway today is seriously damn &%*&#$%*!!(&^
2pm: pri sch class gathering
2pm: training
4pm: sec 4 class gathering

hmm so where did i go?

smiles!

2007-03-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

now issnt the time

wonder what have i been doing these few days. nothing much i guess? im just t-i-r-e-d. but fear not, coz the march holidays are coming! today is suppose to be a emo day, for me, for the class, for everyone. i may not be a responsible and enthu welfare rep, but i really do hope that all of you can stay in rj, stay in the class, coz u all have been great. i was kinda sad today, but i dont look sad, i just cant look sad, no matter how much i wanted to. and when was the last time i cried? hmmm ... like back in sec 1? still rmbed that my mom found out that i've been playing too much, so she confiscated the modem, and poor me was crying my heart out for i can play my games no more....

there was the ri t & f javelin finals on monday, and i just had to be a busybody. met quite a few teachers, and some old friends... had training after that, which was damn shiok! im like constantly hitting 38-41m now! haha, the jave videos really helped alot! thanks man! my technique is sucky, but i just whack with hell lot of power and speed, aka the olympic throwing style. and ivans was seriously damn funny, he sprinted all the way to throw his jave, and lost control half way as a result. then coach was like, hey what doing u?!?! u think u record holder ah?!?! run so fast.... hahahaha, lmao! threw threw and threw until i ran out of steam...

there is champions league tmr morning, and im so tempted to watch the liverpool match, cos they are playing against barca! but im still a inter fan, and i tell u, inter will wallop valencia's ass tmr! and oh ya, i found out that juan is a ac supporter! its like WTH! im so gonna bash him up in school!

NIAN TOK!!!!!!!!!

(**** ***)

2007-02-28T19:03:00.000+08:00

single digit

went to the doc ystd cos of my allergy to dunno what. and he asked if i needed another mc, which i declined hesitantly (: physics test yea? never really mugged much, so i wont be surprised if i record a single digit score this time. physics was damn freaking hard, and i was damn freaking careless!!! then theres this qn where i got the answer in 1 step. but i was like, hey wait, cant be so simple yea? so i added some rubbish to it, which screwed me upside down....

reluctantly went to j8 to buy a bday cake for the march babies. it was raining cows and dogs, and i didnt even feel like walking, but oh well, i still went in the end. chose this black forest cake, which looks pretty impressive, and pretty expensive too... no delivery to school which means i have to run to j8 during the break on friday and rush back to "surprise" the rest.

feburary is fading into the shadows and march is next. which means, the march holidays! which means, wings and swift! ok those two arent something to look forward to, since im kinda off form right now, but it feels really good to be competing again. i mean, seriously, jave comp. is so bloody slack. u throw one, sit down for 1 hr, then throw another, talk cock for another hour, then throw another one, then rest for another hour. then yay! u qualified!! so u repeat the whole process again in the finals. waaahahahaha, super slack man!

2007-02-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

oh screwed

hmmmm my blog is collecting dust, but nvm. havent posted in quite a while coz its really kinda busy for me, alot of things happened, some which i cant really rmb as well. one of the more memorable one would be the white slip that i got, my 1st one, yay! haha im like the 1st in my class to receive it, and perhaps even in the whole school! actually i should be given two, but my teacher "tried" to be nice and gave me one only as new year promotion. oh well ...

trained again on thu, another gym session. dont really like gym trainings, but it happened to be one of my fav coz i improved alot for my snatch! yepp, now im in the 50kg club, and soon, in like 1 months time, i will move on to the 60kg club, and train with the likes of roy, sam. but they told me by that time, they would have moved on to the 70kg club! awwww damn!

then sth damn shity happened when i was in the library trying to photocopy some gp stuff. nigay and nic were distracting me with their whinings and as a result, i inserted my pledge card (the one that they gave during the sex talk) into the machine, instead of my photocopying card. lol, no wonder it didnt slot in comfortably, and the rest were laughing their balls off. eh comon, accidents do happen yea?

asked roy for tips regarding weight gaining. and as expected, i get the usual answers: eat more, slp more. but he told me i wont gain much since this is my build. awww stuck with 66? im still like 10kg away from my target weight and i wont give up, yet....

fridays arnt really great to start of with, and it didnt help that we had a lecture talk for pe, which was really boring. reeeeally boring! then met martin at the stadium, so i crashed his training! and coach is so nice, he allowed me to train with the juniors. threw around 10 javelins, where i screwed up 8, threw 1 pretty nice one and 1 rather nice one. haha got diff one okay! decided to leave for movie before i get my ass kicked. we watched ghost rider, which is ermmmm....... ok la. the rider and the ride are cool, but the story sucks, as in its the really lousy and predictable type. anyway its still watchable! but i pon class dinner to watch the movie... lol, its damn bad la, so i will try not to do it again next time! yep!

the last 3 weeks havent been the best for me, encountered hell lot of personal problems, such as deciding whether to change class, cca etc etc. and as a result, i tend to be rather "dao" and "mean?" at times, and if u happen to be affected in anyway, i apologize.... maybe i will settle down after another week or two.

im so confused, so confused. say, if u mean it

2007-02-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

rofl

haha damn sian nowadays. 4A ppls told me about this blog, g4v.blogspot.com. its the blog of some shithead who works in the 7-11 store in rj, ranting about how stupid and screwed up we are. then i tried to access it today, but ooops, need to log in? only for his loser friends? sian, that was damn anti climax la!

btw ivan is damn hardcore about javelin. he keep sending me notes and websites on javelin techniques, and well, they are interesting to some extent (: i watched the javelin video on youtube he sent me and i realised that i didnt do ALOT of things correctly. so if i change now, perhaps i can hit 50 by july? lol, wishful thinking haha!

oh ya my team got owned by nick tong's team in the IHC dota competition. its like wth la. his team got this sick viper who got vanguard and heart and just couldnt die even if we all gang him. then got pwned badly.... eeek. nvm if you catch no balls, but i heard they won the IHC competition, wow, really impressive! buckley won? lol?

2007-02-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

-..-"

omg, i almost decided to join back volley ball!! was sitting with raymond and yaozhen, and both of them were hardcore trying to persuade me to go back to volleyball since track is some lifeless CCA. but fortunately, i decided to stick to my decision, cos track is THE cca for me! had training, which was super fun cos coach wassnt in the gym with us, so that means we talked cock and sang songs and still hardcored the weights. gym sessions w/o coach is seriously freaking fun!!! then everyone had heart attack when roy showed us his biceps, aka mount everest. omgggg its freaking bigggg.

realised alot of people are hardcoring gym nowadays, for dunno what reasons. show off to girls i guess? hmmm, i gotta start hardcoring too man, have been slacking for quite some weeks while deciding on my cca... now its more or less confirmed, i shall sttart to hardcoreeeeee!!! but i am losing weight, wtf! i lost like 1 kg?!?!?!? im like only a miserable 65 la, somemore i was standing on the weighing machine with my shoes.... i tried to eat hell lot nowadays but to no avail!! must be a bug! shit!

im pretty amazed at how raymond is coping with all his commitments. he is like the capt. of throwing and the vice-capt. of volleyball, has 5 girlfriends and 1 boyfriend, omgggggg, how the hell he find time for everything!??!?!? nvm, i shall start learning from him (:

2007-02-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

freaky day

omgomgomg. i was so set to go for vball training on mon, i didnt even bring my track stuffs. but guess what? i went for track training instead! i really dunno why, but i do like track, even though im screwing up real bad recently. many ppl told me that volley ball is a loser cca in rj, where only the rejects will join... but thats not the reason i quit. its more like the atmosphere during training, laughing, joking, screwing around while still training hard is something that cant be found during v-ball training.

didnt go to school today (:
i woke up in the morning with swollen/sore eyes. wth? so i decided to pay a visit to the doctor, instead of rushing off to school coz today is a freaking slack day. and surprise surprise, there is a new doctor! he is damn cool and straight forward ahahah! he told me that nothings wrong with my eye, just some random minor infection, although i tired my very best to make it sound like a major crisis deserving of a mc. haha, then in the end he told me to stop beating around the bush, and gave me a mc! woot!

after that went home to stone and rot and its damn boring btw.... and jiayun called to tell me that our group, my group, thrashed the other groups in the long dist. competition! oh yea our mobile must have rocked!!!!! but awwww, damn sad i wasnt there to cheer it on.........

2007-02-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

smile like you mean it

decided to quit track, no choice. try going for volleyball training from 9 to 1 and immediately, without any break for lunch, go straight for track training from 1 to 5. that was my saturday, except i cabbed to paradiz for pool after track training, before going for class outing. my legs were wobbling during pool, and i totally died half way into dinner.

actually i thought of changing class. lol? ray told me its still possible, and perhaps i will change to bio? nvm, i shall see how this week goes. i will miss the student devpt class, coz i get to slack slack slack, and now, its gonna be replaced by dunno what... haizzz

sundays are meant for slacking, but cannnot!!!! coz there is this chem test on monday!!!! what the hell la, so fast!!!!!!!!!! and i lost my chem textbook, wth!!!!!!!

im hoping for a pleasant surprise on monday, please, thank you

2007-01-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

school again

class outing was postponed, but i still used that as an excuse to pon training on sat. come to think of it, i feel damn bad, coz its gonna be like my lasttttt track training? if i manage to get into volleyball, then byebye track, im so sorry.

the girls in my class are damn stone. like wth la, whole day keep quiet, then all disappear right after the last period. they can seriously go and form another class lor! was telling my senior that my class has hell lot of girls, then he told me more girls the merrier, coz they tend to be more active. ya right!!!!!!!!!!!! if the class is not bonded, of course its gonna be my fault again, so please ppl, sack me.... i suck as a welfare rep, and if u are wondering why, lemme tell u, i hate this job!

still rmbed that one guy in my class transferred out coz i look like a guy from 4k (aka the o-level class) thats freaking gross man, i totally cant believe there are such ppl in rj! to hell u shithead!

2007-01-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

busssy

god, im having headaches these few days.

i cant decide on my cca for nuts! first i wanna continue track, then volleyball suddenly brought itself into the equation. now, im in a freaking dilemma again... track is abit boring/lifeless, but i cant quit easily. volleyball on the other hand is fun/exciting, but very risky too. track, is too risky to quit, coz all the seniors know me, and i swear they will never forgive me if i just walk out like that. after all, there are only 3 male jc1 throwers this year, after they rejected like 6 plus people. the problem is, that i've alr started training with the new coach, the new throwers, so that makes it almost impossible to quit. but, i love volleyball.......

awww this is driving me crazy!

havent touch my physics tutorial yet. better do so before my ct decides to issue me a white slip tmr. life is freaking sad in rj. where's the 3 months of honeymoon???!??!?!?!

haha mj told me he started blogging too.

http://www.isayrespect.blogspot.com

ooops? did i just type something?

2007-01-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

oh no oh my

woot! i love javelin! had my 1st throwing session of the year on sat, and i love it. despite my whole body aching as a result of gym training on thu, and the wet muddy field, i still threw far! ROCKS! i threw something like 40++ meters. hahahahha. i rock i rock! even ivan improved a few meters! but coach said my technique sucks, shits, bet it would be drills drills and more drills
for me next time. realised that there are hell lot of javeliners this year. now it stands at like 8-10 ppl, so many that there arent sufficient javelins for everyone. its like we get to throw 1-2 javelins before walking across the field to retrieve them. DAMN MAFAN!!!! no wonder they are holding a javelin trial for the new j1s, hahaha! its like all the ppl want to join javelin and not discus or shot put, coz javelin is so coooool!

i suddenly want to join floorball, for fun i think...... i thought its damn slack, until i asked my friends, who told me that they've just turned COMPETITIVE!!! omgg sucks, wrong year man! either that or i join the B team which trains 2 times a week. nvm i shall see how, there is this floorball clinic next friday. until then..

one more day before the hectic timetable kicks in. doubt i will enjoy it anyway, coz im still in the uber slack mood. since im the welfare rep, im forced to mug the birthdates of all the ppl in my class, and guess what? its caroline's birthday next tuesday. siannnn, which means i have to buy her a present............ (ps: its the duty of a welfare rep, nothing more!)

2007-01-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

sweaty

orientation is all over. if i have one wish, i will wish that orientation will last forever.

im the new welfare rep for my class, which means i am the one who is responsible for organizing class gatherings, class outings, class bonding, birthday presents and so on. i hate to say this, but i dont really like this job. since they know i dont like my new class, they saboed me to do this shit. awwww, how sad. now i cant even say anything controversial about my class, as im the one who is suppose to promote and ensure healthy relationship in the class.

how ironical

zhizhi aka my monitor, or whatever u call it in rj, told me that i have to organize a class outing, preferably sooner than later. that really hurts, coz, i dont even feel like going out with MY class. wahahaha, have u ever had this kind of strange feeling before? its just like digging my own grave.

that sucks

today is damn boring, coz i dont have any lectures, and yet i have to stone in school till 12+ before im dismissed. i wouldnt mind a lecture or two, but having none can really kill me! thank GOD i have maths and physics tmr, but on a second note, that sucks doesnt it? i mean maths and physics, the two uber boring subjects along with chem.

yurks!

last time i used to look forward to subjects such as chinese (coz its super slack), history (coz its even more slack) and social studies ( even even more slack). but now, im like stuck with maths, chem, phys, (which are damn yurky), and econs, my only hope.......

today

played soccer at the D until we were told to screw off by a teacher coz its merely drizzling, and had a heart attack when i lost my wallet. i bought my food during recess, stuffed my wallet back into my back pocket, sat down, enjoyed my meal, stood up, walked towards the lodge, and DANG! wallet missing! panicked like shit, although i looked damn compose and relax, called alot of people, but to no avail. luckily my wallet was with this cleaner, hahaha, got it back and i really felt on top of the whole world. treated ivans, zhangwei and of course, the cleaner, to drinks for helping me find my dear wallet.

came to realise that alot of ppl envy my class. the guys are great! yeah! theres like me, ivans, zhizhi, nic chong. actually just the 4 of us can alr la! the rest can screw off. seriously cant believe me and ivans are in the same class. its like we have been upper sec classmates, cca mates for 2 years alr ( which is like very long), and now, we are posted to the same bloody class!!!! pretty amazing, since it feels so weird to be in a new environment, surrounded by new ppl with unknown intentions, and still being able to have some of ur better friends around is really a bliss.

hope tmr will be a brighter day for me since i have to play my worst sport in the morning --> basketball! apparently, my teacher was damn enthu about class bonding, so much that he organized an inter-class bball match at 8am for us.

w-o-w.....

2007-01-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

hi and my og rocks

finally, i've successfully repaired my sucky internet problem, the problem where my com will hang as soon as i click on the internet explorer icon. then i had to reboot, wait, and click again, and then only to find out that the screen froze again for like the 1725631723th time. but pro me managed to fix the problem, somehow... now it feels so good to be able to use the net again!

i felt so relieved when kelvin told me that he found out that i have a blog, coz, for some of you, u might have read an entry on my "suckyyyy" og, and luckily for me, i asked rooney to help me delete that entry, coz i knewwwww that somehow, ppl in my og will find out about my blog, and that entry. but guess what? chuwen told me that THAT sucky post still can be read! SOMEHOW!!! omgggggg, me = dead now. as in i was really bad in that post, erm, scrutinizing ppl, base on how my other friends rate them blah blah blah. if you've read it somehow, dont take it to heart okay? i NEVER meant it, my loser fingers were just abit too itchy during the holidays. a thousand apologies!

but i bet alot of ppl will be interested in searching for THAT post. lol.

nvm, had og outing today. im so tired now, i dont wanna talk about it. i did something real bad to someone. at least THEY told me its really really bad. hope that person issnt pissed or anything like that.

yawns yawns yawns....

my og rocks
its da best
and if u dont believe me
too bad....
sometimes i take things for granted
but fortunately
my form teacher and my not so perfect class
made me realise
how wonderful my og
actually is

ps: its not a freaking poem!

2007-01-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

rubbish is the password

i should have studied a littttttttttttle little bit harder. and so perhaps my hist will be 80 instead of 79, phy be 70 instead of 69, chem 70 instead of 68...... and in conclusion (: i will be in perhaps, say, og 5,6,7? og7 is freaking ownage man, love that og, just that sadly, i missed it by a littttttttle bit. DAMNS!

rubbbbbbish!

if u have noticed that i have been posting rubbish for the past few days, good job! its actually a loser attempt to "exterminate" the post on my sucky og. i guess deleting/editing it would be too dull, and not challenging at all. 3+ hours before the holidays come to an end, awwwwwww, to tell u the truth, i am sick of the holidays already, and i cant think of a better cure than to go to school, once again. i misss my training, and so does ivan i bet! i havent trained for like 2 weeks already, and i am gonna be even more rusty when i throw my javes again. sec4 is a funny year, coz during the holidays, i have thrown in like 4 sessions only? while in sec3, the good old hardcore days under the imba-even-more-hardcore-hardcore-coach zhang, we threw, gymmed, and did drills on every session, 3 times a week, without fail. i actually wanted to train with rjc, since training stopped 2 weeks ago, but i dunno that yanheng's no. fux, i cant call him, cant find out when is training, cant do shit. apparently, rold told me that there is this girl called amelia who has been training with rjc alr. i rmbed we both registered our names for the throws team, gave them our hp no, and bingo! she got called, and i didnt. sucks!

nvm, school starts tmr, and im not hating it this time, not at all.

rjc-bring it on!

2007-01-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

uh no//

today is officially the worst possible start to my new year, ever! so gonna hate this day! i was freaking depressed that some of my parents' friends are coming over to celebrate the new year, coz, I AM DAMN BLOODY ANTI-SOCIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!

im damn anti social to ppl that i dont really like, i just feel so uncomfortable being around them, as if they will literally suffocate me. thats why i decided to go out in the afternoon, to pool, which is a stupid and expensive way of escaping from the reality temporary. but, pool sucked today, i just cant believe my gross luck! the fucking ball just wont go into the pocket, and omg, i lost to ivan and yihan, like consecutively for 5+ rounds. on any normal day and i guarantee i will thrash ivan's balls upside down left right center, but not today, not today.... today is so freaking jinxed, and when we stepped out of the mall (i forgot the bloody name), a branch from a palm tree dropped right beside us, and if that hit us, gg, hospital time. and when i was on my way home, walking home, it started raining, when it has been bright and sunny while on the train. all i can say, is that, what a way to welcome me home.

i gave up entertaining the guests. the three kids are smashiing my ps2 out in the living room, while i have no choice but to lock myself in my room with my com. then one of them, got so pissed that he didnt get enough time on the ps2, started crying and whining out louddddddddd!!!!!! omgggggg................... agrgargargiasgoiadfgaoifgaoidgfaisgfaigoasdgfaog, im about to exploddddddeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
its like 11+ now yea, and i cant bloody sleeeeeeeep coz they are stilll happily smashing, wtf! my house! outoutout u go!! my eyes ache even when im typing this shitty post coz my glasses are outside and i am so lazzzy/irritated to go out and take them.

i think today sucked even more than my sucky og! but nvm, i shall be more optimistic, perhaps only the 1st day of 2007 sucks, the rest will be much brighter. hopefully (:

a whiner is a winner

2006-12-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

happy new year!

its 00.00 now! and we are into a whole new year, and a great year awaits me! i hope lol! i want to be in the same class as my friends, and i pray that history will not repeat itself, like the fugging og im stuck in. i bet the ppl in it are not bad, as in not that bad, i mean how bad can they be? just that its the suckiest og i can ever get!

wow my dad came home just in time for the countdown, from overseas. imba timing LOL. but he looked as if he is in no mood for celebration.... he headed straight for the bedroom. awwwwww.

i think i better delete or edit my previous post, so my new friends wont fry me if they get to see it somehow. i think i shall end off with some omfg weird orientation group names

1) l'adeedas ( subzero creativity)
2) l'ooooooong ( o.O )
3) l'egongsimi (wtfffff. hokkien?)
4) l'owyourboat (lameness at its max)

okok i have a totally freaking awesome og name that rold told me. its called l'oser-heng! omggg!!! ownage! if you dont get it nvm, at least i love that name!

2006-12-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

merry christmas

smashed a game on x-mas eve, and i must say it was pretty exciting for a class game. and even leo from canada joined the game, and he didnt even lag, unlike ivan the loser. leo seemed to have improved alot, or perhaps something like that, coz he was on a godlike streak, but anyway, we won. end of story.

pooled in the afternoon with martin and his cousins? its damn freaking expensive, 9 bucks per hour. but i must say its still better than the one in vivo, where they rob your 10 bucks for an hour on normal days! heard that some ppl have gotten their letter from rj, and something like a 4 days orientation camp was planned for us. that sucks. havent received mine yet, lol

a holiday flying

2006-12-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to say now. guess i have my reasons not to go somewhere i dont like, although i hate that though... dont know what am i saying, lol.

had a "contest" with ivan the other day, and i won, obviously. after half a bottle each, i was still lively and kicking, while ivan was lying dead on his bed, foaming profusely. dont ask me what kind of contest that was, for it shouldnt be that hard to guess.

anyway somehow i have the feeling that my remaining trainings will be held at vjc. i have skipped twice in a row now, and i know its something that i shouldnt be proud to share here, but, i dont think im going anymore.

-.-

~the end~

2006-12-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

dilemma again?

a movie outing tmr. and i really dont know if i should go. they are watching deja vu, and i just dont like the name somehow. sometimes, they gotta come up with better names for their movie, or ppl like me will just puke over and over again. i went onto the net to look through the review
for that movie, and when i saw a 3 star rating, i was smiling to myself. haha, just as i thought. then, my finger got itchy and typed in movies like curse of the golden flower, saw III, eragon etc, and i got a heart attack. movies as mentioned above were flamed badly, like 2 stars ++ ??.... so perhaps shaun was right after all ... never to trust internet critics.

anyway, the problem, as i've just realised, is not with the choice of movie we're gonna watch, but rather, its due to a personal problem, that i cant afford to disclose here, or i will get my ass whooped upside down. i dont know whether i wanna go or not.... sighxx actually, to be honest, thats the very same problem i had regarding the 6kian outing next week. and im very sure they will smash me if i tell them the reason why i dwelled upon my decision. i was glad that ct asked me to finalize during a time when i was freaking busy, and out of frustration? ( dont know if thats the correct word here), i told him that i will be able to make it. sorry about the fuss :X , guess that i can be rather weird at times.

Full Metal Panic: Fumoffu Episode 1 Part 1 out of 3

2006-12-08T21:44:00.001+08:00

Full Metal Panic: Fumoffu Episode 3 Part 2 out of 3

2006-12-08T21:35:00.001+08:00

2006-12-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

fmp :]

have been hardcoring some jap anime on youtube lately, and it all started when ivans recommended this anime called full metal alchemist to me. that name really ring a bell, and the first thing that came to my mind was full metal "panic". i dont really know, but someone recommended this anime to me before, and since ivan's taste can be really awful sometimes, i decided to try out panic instead...

and oh my, the story is really sweet. its can be damn funny too, and it all boils down to two character. sousuke and chidori. the first is basically a battle hardened young soldier, who is trained only to take orders from his superiors and ELIMINATE enemies at all cost, while the latter is just this school girl who will bitch at anyone in a humerous way. and when u mix those two together in a normal peaceful school environment, the product is awesome! gotta love the scenes when sousuke took out his rubber-bullet-filled shotgun and shoot at anyone who seems to be a terrorist to him. and if you love that, go watch full metal panic? fumoffu, which consists of short episodes, taking place mostly in school, with light theme packed with laugh and comedy. must watch ok?!?! esp. full metal panic? fumoffu!!!!!! its a M-U-S-T!!! im like bloody rewatching all the episodes, coz they are just too funny xD.

have been looking at the possible opponents inter may face in the knock out stage. 4 english teams and 2 others. im really relishing the prospect of inter playing against an english team, coz i really dont remember the last time that happened. i will love to see inter go against liverpool or man utd! and kick their sorry arse!!

2006-12-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

oh my god?

training is becoming more and more like a love affair nowadays. its between rold and this rgs thrower that he LOVES. and i tell you, he is certainly crazyyy about her! what a great way to spice up the mornings!

went to j8 food court to have our lunch the other day, and teased rold along the way. i told him that perhaps he could even meet her in the food court, and martin was quick to knock that down by adding that he saw her heading to the mrt station instead. so maybe a 1% chance of meeting her? so anyway, we joked and kept scamming rold that she was behind him, and then laugh at rold when he turned his back, only to see unfamiliar faces. we kept that going for sometime, and rold got smarter as well. until. she really appeared in the food court, behind rold! we were like !$%#(*#%^(*)%^)$%!!!! but rold didnt know.... we kept telling him that she was behind him, but rold, acting smart, refused to believe us. until, she really walked past him. and u should see the look on rold's face! reminds me of a guy having a heart attack. then we started to play this game, where the one who can get her number will get a money treat from rold. but sadly, with rold offering a pitiful dollar, none of us were really interested.

watched "open season" later, which was not too bad a movie i guess, but it can certainly be much longer, especially when the whole story is rather predictable. to be honest, 7 bucks for a 80mins cartoon kind of sucks.

2006-12-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

Hi

im so broke nowadays, and warnings go out to the ppl who still owe me money ): like: lz!!!ivan!!!!!! yh!!!!!!! if ever in this lifetime they will pay me back, i will be like 30++ bucks richer. special mention also goes out to yh, who owe me 11.50 since mid march this year, and has been ever effective in producing lame excuses to delay the payment. and lz, who borrowed 10bucks from me to take a cab, but has since been seeking refuge in cambodia. and of course, ivans, who always appear in front of me with an empty wallet. the reason im saying all this now is perhaps im just too broke to do anything fun! i have like 60+ at the start of this week, and after monday, it was 20. then after tue, it was 0. then no choice, but to beg my mom for money, so i had another 20. considering i have to pool pool and pool for most of the days this week, 20 issnt gonna get me anywhere. yup, now i have 0 again. luckily i went for the free track farewell lunch ystd, or im gonna be even more broke.

track lunch is kinda fun, had it at marina seoul garden. tried all sorts of nice combos, mostly turned out to be quite decent except for the F&N grape beef. and we went to safra to swim after that, bought a cashcard just to buy the public tickets. god, we were like some despos trying to swim there!

rold told me that he has downloaded saw III. thats like freaking wow since its rated R21, which means we cant watch. everything about saw is so damn awesome! its like an upgraded version of final destination with more gore and blood and a freaking gross plot. but unfortunately, rold told me that jigsaw died at the end of saw III, so that means no more saw VI. and that sucks! HAha nvm, now im just gonna focus and concentrate on getting rold to lend me that dvd, and ivans to lend me the "it started with a kiss" show.....

saw my friend at yishun today dishing out flyers. he is my old primary school mate, and i dont think he recognized me. so i also didnt bother to say hi to him. not very nice of me i know, but its an old habit. lol

played pool with martin sj and ee kuan before that. it turned out to be a bad joke, where me and martin teamed up against sj and ee kuan. we were played race to five, and before we knew it, me and martin were 3-o up. then we started to get cocky and martin suicided twice, and eventually, we broke and lost 5-4. i couldnt believe it, and neither could martin. nvm about that, coz its just a game right? right now there are 4 movies that i want to watch, namely open season! saw III! curse of the golden flower! and a battle of wits! (yay, andy lau!) ok so that means ... its time to start saving some money ):

inter are currently on a 10 match winning streak. make that 12 by trashing siena and bayern and my days might just get much better.

2006-11-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

the sharpest lives

so grad night is over, along with so many other things. what should i do now? what can i do now? i think im totally lost, in this long holiday.

grad night is not that bad, considering we took hell lot of photos, mostly with my off form camera. but before that i went to the rehearsal, and discovered this sneaky plan by chinx and ivan, where they will put me as the grand winner of the xbox 360, look at me celebrating, jumping for joy, and only to "jack" me later on by saying that they have announced the wrong name. they begged me to "act" in front of everyone, but, i didnt think its a workable idea, considering the fact that i know their bloody plan already. so instead of putting myself through the torture of putting on a fake smile on my face/ gasping in disbelief, i've decided to think of other alternatives to the plan, with suitable candidates who can create the special atmosphere such as feng shuo or kelvin.

so during grad night, i have to be chinx's helper in exchange for my freedom. and the night started off with a big "bang" with feng shuo shouting the f-u-c-k word so loud, that me sitting all the way on the other side of the ballroom, can hear. but, his enunciation was pretty off form, so it sounded like "auck!" instead of "****" yes, very amusing...

i was there holding the jar of names to be drawn out as the winners of the prizes, which means i can somehow, well, u know .... cheat a little (: i was shaking and shaking, and before long, i saw my own name. but that was during the 1st part of the lucky draw, which means all the prizes are rather "worthless", so i shake my name to the bottom. then came the top 10 prizes, and i was shaking hard as ever again, but this time, i just couldnt find my bloody name! damn sad my god, i missed out on i pod video, nano, dvd players, xbox 360 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

and they picked kelvin as the guy to jack for the grand prize. actually kelvin won something before already, and people were complaining why he can win 2 prizes, so did the teachers! but kelvin haha, calmed everyone one by saying that he is just plain lucky, and even volunteered to sing us a song as a forfeit!!! and then he got jacked, by chinx..... okok, its kinda bad to him, but he did make us laugh really hard, and for that, we gotta thank him!!!!!!!

what to do after grad night? the staying over at westin' hotel idea wasnt practical, so we decided to split. some perhaps go pooling at 1am in the morning, some lanning, some watching movie, and a few staying over at the hotel. i joined the movie going group, although i knew perfectly that there wasnt gonna be any movies left for us to watch by the time we make it there. walked all the way to doby ghaut, starting off in the opposite direction, and 45mins later, we were back at westin', but at least, heading in the correct direction. as *we've expected, cathay is closed, so night rider home for all of us. slogged to the bus stop opp. phoenix, waiting for the freaking slow bus at around 3 in the morning. but!!! oooops. there wasnt any night riders that night!!!! OMFG HOW!??!

no choice, but to roam around orchard, taking detours along pavements hogged by the ah bengs, and finally we found a 24hrs mac, where we sat and ate our extremely early breakfast, and stoned all the way till 620, and took the morning bus home. yepp! home sweet home! but damn freaking tired!

2006-11-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

to hell with singnet

omg singnet, i hate you! on sat and sun, my dl speed was like 1 kbps, for a broadband. tried playing games with mj and van, and i d/ced in all. then tried bnet, averaging a ping of 1484 for all games, resulting in a superb 5 sec delay. OMG then monday, i couldnt even connect to the internet! why do you have to torture me like that?!?!?!? but thank god, i was persistent in calling and pestering singnet, and finally im back today. lol

anyway i hate working in marina mandarin as a decoy, its like so ... okok no more bringing back bad memories. im gonna hardcore look for a job now, perhaps at topshop in vivo? tried calling that woman but she like ultra busy. mj told me about this hotdog shop in vivo too, and maybe i will try that too, after reaching home later. working at banquet sucks! you get to start at 6pm, and you finish at 1130++, you miss your last train, you take taxi home, your salary for the day is
slashed by 20 bucks, you earn a miserable 10 bucks, you curse the freaking hotel, you change job!

watched 007 ystd, and seriously, WTF OMFG!! what is this?!?!?! i found it to be rather unbelievable at the beginning, with that blackie jumping and rolling and running. its like wtf, he seems to have inherited the prowess of a bloody monkey. then it gets a bit action packed later on, and i thought the movie's gonna end after he won the casino game, but HELL NO! 007 got kinda screwed upside down in a freaking sick, gross, amusing, shocking? creative (: but still, he made me laugh with all the" to the right, to the right" etc. and then came the cpr, another "im
so sure" scene. its like, !(*!%*&$#!*$#!*$#!*#!!!!*&%^*

inter are top of the table, YAY! seriously milan can go rot in hell. BYE!!!

2006-11-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

my cup of tea

have been looking for a job, and i've got one, just 2 hrs ago. sounds like working at the banquet as a waiter from mei jue, but i'll have to buy black shoes, black pants, black socks. yea troublesome i know, and i must have short black hair as well. HAha, its not dyed, so no worries. but this job looks really shaky, they are asking us to work this weekend from 6pm to ??? and the pay is ??? perhaps they just wanna try us out, but this is really too random to be true. how i wish to have a decent job with a decent pay at a decent place.

i think i must thank pat nathan. she gave us a A for our RE, which totally blows! im mean ... A for my group? we slacked through the year, transforming our RE periods into entertainment sessions, watching countless movies, eating out at some unknown coffee shops. and finally, producing piles of replica surveys from a fake one. yea you get the idea, since its not really fair to say that we faked the entire project. i was hoping for a C+, just like the rest of my groupmates. i thought our report was no different from a pile of shit, and people laughed at it when i showed them. perhaps we underestimated our ability to turn mud into gold. i never asked her for our RE scores at first, cause i dont want to die of a heart attack so early. but the surprise came eventually, and it was a pleasant one. im so happy (:

holiday trainings, how can i miss them. apparently i dont have the determination to wake up at 6 in the morning to travel all the way to rgs, nor in the mood to waste time traveling to vjc. at last, friday's training is at rj, so i will be there, relax.... anyway i dont think the coach is eager to coach me anymore. since he is taking charge at vj, there will be some form of biasness towards me definitely, as im going to rj next year. oh well....

i hope you all liked the graduation video. i know its probably not the best, but, its definitely not the worst, right?

2006-11-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

i think its time to look for a job. wish me luck (:

byebye

2006-11-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

~~dead!~~

omg rgs is so damn far from my house!! dragged myself there for my 1st training since erm.... like july? i have been damn hardworking ok! woke up at like 6am, just to be on time for the bloody training. grrrrhh..... then we had no choice but to throw the 600g javes coz they dont have the 700g, and the next heaviest was this super freaking heavy jave that weighs around 2kg.

realised that im quite off form, didnt even bother to measure the loser distances. then we had to do snatch, which totally killed me. i hate snatch!!!!!!!! and i hate morning trainings even more!!!

mcr's album really owns HAha! although they changed their style and hair, i still love them! i know they are getting punkier, but have to admit the songs are cool and distant themselves from their old "helena" style. but i dont really like the black parade THAT much, i thought house of wolves is much better :) and cancer is a sad emo song that had gerard perform in his most innocent manner. i still cant forget the old mcr ): thats why i choose house of wolves ]:

nonetheless
three cheers for mcr hahaha...

2006-11-05T08:43:00.000+08:00

eventful

this week has been so eventful that i just dont wanna talk about everything. the grad ceremony video making has been eating up so much of my time, but it is good in a way too, since we are given special permission by andrews to use the library and design lab anytime we want, even during normal lesson time. so basically i spent my wed and thu in the mac lab, watching all the lame videos and trying my best to download a workable converter. not to forget that i froze there on one of the days coz someone went to lower the temp to like 10 degrees with fans on full blast.

originally we wanted to transfer our video and slideshows onto 3 notebooks, but the school's notebook are just too sucky. the quality is bad and they lags. we had no choice but to bring the entire apple macintosh processor to ngee an poly on sunday. its freaking heavy!!! and i dont know how to get to the stupid place!!

party at nicky's house was more or less structured. for me its just alternating between pool and xbox, occasionally popping in to see whats happening on the com. then ivan's cousin happened to be there as well, and jh was, as usual, goggling at her... o.O slept at around 5am, woke up at 730, played xbox and pool before going for breakfast. by the time i reached home after the super long train and bus ride from changi, i was so damn tired. supposed have dinner with my family outside, but i promised that i will have a short nap.

by the time i woke up, i was half dazed and puzzled by my own dream, and the other half wondering why is the sky so dark, what the hell happened... looked at the clock and realised that its 430 in the morning. no point waking up at this time of the day, so more rest and sleep for me.

at least, im feeling much better now

2006-10-28T10:59:00.000+08:00

video in the makin'

andrews called me early in the morning ystd to lecture me regarding the progress of our grad video, and i admit that its not going very well.... i cant possibly start with only a third of the cds with me, and sj cant view the dvds. been looking through all the past obs trailers and photos, and im pretty amused by some HAha. then andrews wanted pure background music to accompany the slides and video, music that is soothing and relaxing. ah freak! guess i'll have to risk downloading illegally. awww this sucks.

decided to get the school to help me print another copy of my o-level entry proof, since i believed that mine was already lost. but i only remembered that i have to journey to school to collect it at like 4pm? thats far too late, so no choice, had to search for it. really in rich luck though, to have found my long lost o-level entry proof. and guess what? i found it in the mountain of worksheets destined for the incinerator.

went to have steamboat with chinks, ivan and mj. then beside us was this family that ordered all the alaska crabs, abalone, shark fins, etc. yea yea u get the idea.... then us? erm ... full of cheap fishballs, mushrooms, yea yea u get the idea too. a bunch of beggars beside the rich aristocrats. but thats ok, since our beggar set was at least decent. i paid for the meal, then this guy was like returning me a few notes and coins. i thought he was gonna hand me the change right away, like any other decent waiter, but hell NO! he put them in a black notebook, you know those where u give your credit card and they return you in it? omggggg, then i was frantically trying to balance the coins in the notebook, while rushing to herd them into my wallet. please, thats overkill urghh! then something freaking funny happened! he asked if i drive, so he could offer me a discount for the parking fee! HAha! no thank you

went to watch Dead or Alive soon after. ok no comments on that ya? (:

have been doing some chinese zhong he tian kongs this morning. got like 1/10 and 3/10 respectively. freaking demoralising la! im off to do something more fun!

2006-10-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

pheew

hmmm what a day.... after the awful cts
we finally get to cry over our pitiful grades. there has been ups and downs, but mostly downs for me :x one word --> sucks. but the funny thing is that i did surprisingly well for my history, something that i didnt even give a shit about. i was so scared since mathews told us that we are the last a among the rest, and poor me was having a heart attack. but awwww, i received a pleasant surprise in the end, and although i got like an overall of 79, missing 4 by 1 mark, i shall not complain, since i really felt that i got hell more than what i deserved. and that brings me back to the point, the other subjects that i've spent time mugging for, i didnt do well, not at all....
my grades dont justify my mugging... urgghhh !*((*^!!$

still have the graduation video to finish. damn that andrews wanted to see the preview next thursday, so guess i'll have to hardcore with my team. have loads to do now, and i will save mugging for chinese O's last. passing shouldnt be THAT hard right? hopefully i will get >B3 and i can kiss chinese goodbye! matriculation wasnt a problem for me until so many classmates decided to welcome physics back and drop bio -.- what to dooooooooo. phy or bio!!?!?!?!!

2006-10-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

a few more hours

couldnt be bothered with history and bio tmr, so im here to blog about some random things (:
had physics today, not really that HARD, but once AGAIN, im plagued by carelessness. booo! this sucks. really a short day and i reached home at round 1030. woot! omg, then i started playing island defense with yuanzi, play play play and play till erm .... well like 7pm? holy cow, now thats really long!

tried to memorize my history notes, but gave up once i started on the 80 pages long notes. reading through the biomedical notes was equally fruitless, since the f'cking gross pictures really turned me off. so now there is only bio left, and this is one subject that i can afford to lose hell lota marks. since its rather affordable, i think i may as well go to bed now.

was talking to ivans regarding jc cca options. i wish to continue javelin, but there is like only ONE spot left, since there are already 2 J2s taking part next year, 6th and 9th placing respectively. and according to my senior, there are currently 3-4 J2s fighting for that ONE last spot! omg, to think im gonna join in the competition with the new batch of J1s, *^$%*!%!(*%%*)!&!!!!!!

nvm, i have faith in myself, since 37m is free frag, and 43 is just another step away.

oh and did i mention that tmr is THE day?
no more cts,
so three cheers for sweet revenge!
yeaaaaaaaaaaa........

2006-10-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

omg damn you

had my chem and maths test today
alot of carelessness, so hopefully i wont do THAT badly
and the stupidest thing u can ever do is to copy the guy beside you who has absolutely no idea of what he is writing.

and cj did that. he copied ME! not as if this is his first time or what. but he copied some RANDOM number that i wrote down for chemistry! they were asking for the values of P Q R S, and i just stoned there, before penning some real random digits, hoping my luck will bring me some fortune. and that cj went to copy my random numbers! my answers were all wrong btw.
not as if i dun like people copying my work, but its just that ... look! what will be going through the marker's mind when he mark our papers? index number 30 and 31 have the same WRONG answers for the opened ended number question. and they are sitting real close beside each other. wow? even an idiot will know whats going on behind there....

but i dun really care right now, havent started mugging for the physics ct tmr, so lemme see .... have roughly around 1h30mins. i dun care! im still sleeping at 10

2006-10-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

the end

omg i cant help it.
but i broke my cross, and i shalln't go into detail for that one. i simply cut the chain holding the cross, and the rest is history. it is freaking painful for me emotionally, cause it has been with me 24/7 for countless years, when im asleep, when im taking a show....
it just feel so funny, so heavy, not to have it with me. its like the feeling of being exposed, exposed to all the dangers in life, to the demons, to the dark. i can be really superstitious about the breaking of my cross, but i know this is not the time to think deep into such things. i shall beg my mom to send it to be fixed real soon.

bless me almighty god amen.

2006-10-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

its that time of the year

i know i shouldnt be slacking here and then, so i shall keep this short and sweet.

cts are in like 2 weeks, so three cheers! a few more days of mugging and thats it. its gonna be all over, and who cares about the chinese o'levels... its scheduled at such a bad time for us anyway. i dun think i will mug for it since my post ct activities will more than probably rob me of the time to mug for it. besides, its gonna be hard to really fail that one, right?

i broke my specs. i know i dun usually wear, but i absolutely need my specs when im using my com or i will go blind again. my eyes tend to ache after prolonged hours of usage, and considering this is the intense mugging period, its gonna be ugly right... i ordered my new glasses, but i can only collect them on monday night :X
sucks, that means i will go blind tmr. my left eye is getting shitty. there is a slight increase of like 25 degrees, so no more 2 digits for me, its a 100 and 150.

oh and did i mention how i broke my glasses? it was damn freaking funny, and stupid of course. had my glasses in my shirt pocket when i was going to the washroom, and then i saw freidman. i dunno why but i started running once i saw him, and the moment i started running, my glasses flew outta my pocket and it was followed by a "krack!" sound. i didnt look down to see what happened, for it was pretty obvious. i was staring at freidman and he had that omg-what-a-noob-rofl look on his face. so it was i who broke my glasses, i stepped on them, but at least, i broke them myself, not like someone who got punched in the face and blah blah horrr...
haha

i wanna watch prisonbreak right now but i have to exercise some form of self control right? nigay told me that he will burn the entire series after cts, and so shall i wait. and i know i must thank nigay, for he saved my 10 bucks. nigay bought the disc from yihan for 10 bucks so naturally he was reluctant to burn for me foc. then i was bargaining with that yihan, seeing if he would sell it to me for 6 bucks, but he said no. then nigay decided to disrupt yihan's business by agreeing to burn for me foc. ahahaha.... lol thanks thanks! what a drama!

inter lost to bayern, i know. and thanks alot to those who laughed and jeered at me -.-
you gotta realise that if you really support a team, you will follow them through thick and thin. of course by no means am i suggesting that inter sucked or whatever, inter is a very strong team and its only gonna be a matter of time before they start playing fluid football and kicking everyone's ass real HARD.

there is still this awful physics quiz tmr that i've gotta mug for. wont be blogging till post cts, so au revior everyone, and goodluck to those taking the o'levels

2006-09-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

omg gg no re

SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!
doesn't really watch it, but heck. i want jonathan to win, but my heart tells me its gonna be hady. actually i dun really like jonathan, in fact he disgusts me. just that almost all of my sji friends were knocking me to vote for him, since he is an ex-josephian...
sean is a really nice guy btw, real friendly, open, blah blah blah.. okok thats random

i was searching for my file after i reached home, and i couldnt find it. it was not in my bag, and i was rather certain of that as my bag was unusually light on the train home. since my file is everything apart from my clothes, spec case and water bottle in my bag. i dun even have a pencil case .... now thats weird! ok back to the topic, i really hope that i've left it in class, not the gym please.... my file can explode anytime, so that explains its worth to me, all the worksheets, notes. they are thick enuff to suffocate me, yet indispensable. near 3 weeks before the cts, so if i just happen not to find my file tmr, i think i can bid farewell to rjc.

not the perfect incident to help me erase my painful memories of today's maths test. i took a shortcut to find C. normally in the examples that i've done, c will be the value that they give u, like they say starting v=2, etc ... then the value of c will always be the value that they give me in ALL the examples that i've done. so did i take a shortcut today, put C as the value that they gave me, and the rest is history. a nice short cut? yea ... but it kinda leads to hell.

and i shall remind myself once again to not to cry over spilt milk, move on with life and blah blah blah...

fahd is leaving us again. it will be my last chance to see him in a while, and im not really sure if i should say my farewell to him tmr at the airport at 9am. that means poning school, which is quite bad since there is bio and maths tmr. i can't really afford to screw maths again can i? but i really really wanna gooooo, damn im in a dilemma.

inter won chievo 4-3, and it was 4-0 in the first 75 mins okkkk!!!! god damn how did they give away 3 goals in a short span of 15 mins? their defence must have sucked hard or sth... really nervous about the next home game in milan, i really do hope that they will thrash bayern real hard, or else its gonna be suicide for inter. mind you they've already lost their opening game, cant afford to lose anymore ya?

ok yh is uttering some shit now
yh: jiwei, i wish you all the best as you continue your journey in life
me: huh? u jumping soon? okok good luck in heaven! i will burn incense for u
yh: bye jw, god bless you, may fate allow us to reunite hopefully under brighter conditions.
yh: yeah bye jiwei, i really hope that we will meet again whether in this lifetime or not, i dun know
me: ok when u are dead rmb to put as away okay?

then no reply. i know most probably he screwed his maths just like me, and is joking around, but cant there be this slight chance that it may be real for once? like what j wong said during teenage suicides? okok it must be a scam ... have to be one right?

a long day for me.
time to erase my monday memories
goodbye maths
goodbye my 4.0 (or even my 3.6&!$$!!!!!)
or even my good friend (okok cut that, touch wood x 10)

2006-09-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

welcome to the black parade

ha.
chinese prelims is finally over. this will determine whether or not i will have to take chinese for the 1st 3 months *if* i get to rjc. but on the side note, i think i died for the prelims. especially the 综合填空. after double checking with all the so called chinese pros in our class, i have more or less, 6-7 wrongs. yea. and thats outta 10. so i better be prepared to get around 2-6 marks for that section, and thats outta 20 fyi. i dun know if thats decent at all, but u gotta understand that going into this prelims with 2/20 for the previous 综合填空 is not motivating exactly. the compres are hardddddddd like hell as well, and i think i have a wonderful chance of failing it AGAIN......

nuff said.
today is a good day. finished the discursive essay, so that will translate into a superbly free thu fri sat and sun. better enjoy before the maths ct, chem assign, eng book club and portfolio kick in. which is like grhhrhrhrhhrhrh..............

oct is gonna be a great month.
coz my two fav bands are releasing their new albums. the black parade for mcr and the open door for evanescence. funny thing is that both albums seem to be related somehow, but awww nvm... how can u stop loving amy lee? her voice is like so omg.nice.beautiful.unique.stunning. hmmmmm..... how i wish to fast forward my life, into the post ct days, where life is all but sickening, where my brain will work not so hard anymore, where stoning will become the latest craze, where freedom will be carved on everyone's heart

2006-09-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

burning on

nothin' much nowadays xcept for the hsk ystd
damn, i got scammed so many times
first i got scammed into signing up for this dumbass chinese test cause someone was busy persuading us that we gotta take it sooner or later and we should demonstrate excellent class spirit, and thus take the bloody test altogether.
ok, so did i signed up for the intermediate level since there is the addition of oral + listening + compo for the higer level. then, someone again was busy telling everyone to choose the highest level and managed to persuade most of us with something that i can no longer recall.
basically, i killed myself, taking a freaking test on a saturday afternoon that last more than 3 hours is scary. i wanted to pon the entire test, but paying 100 bucks to pon this shit sounds awfully stupid right? did i mention it cost 100 bucks?

then i got scammed again .... arrrrrrrrggghhh!
they said need to bring a tape recorder for the oral, where u have to speak into the recorder and send it to some where else for grading or sth. now .... who the hell will still use a tape recorder? luckily i managed to borrow a tape recorder from my friend (: but i didnt realise that i needa plug it to a switch. no switch = no power. so shit, i went there and thought i will die for oral, and since it is 100 marks, i might as well pon the whole test.

then the girl said that i can borrow their recorder for 10 bucks. BORROW!!! wtf! no choice, bloody scammers again. the test is damn weird for me cause i didnt go to the briefing, so i didnt know any thing about it. they gave me 5 open ended comprehensions and expect me to finish in like 15 mins. actually they said that we have to read the questions and find the answers in the passage, and not read them since there is only like 15mins. so i was there happily reading the entire passage, not understanding most of them due to enormous pools of foreign chinese characters. then when i was starting on my 4th compre, ding! time's up! ooops.....

it fun to watch mcr live on youtube since most ppl tend to criticize and brand them as a good band that stinks at live performances. actually its down to personal tastes and preferences, since i really liked the way gerard sang live.

anyway prelims is next tuesday, so have fun!

2006-09-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

Chill chill

awwww finally some time to slack after a rough week
and i shallnt bring back the bad memories of maths ta
at least we got 90% for our ss video, hooooooo!
it was damn funny at the start cause j wong was showing the excellent videos, and he showed ee kuans’s. ee kuan was so excited that he screamed OUR HARD WORK PAID OFF!!! OUR HARD WORK PAID OFF!!! IT WAS ME WHO DID THE ENTIRE VIDEO!! WAHAHAHAH!!!!!…………..
then 5 minutes into the video
“hey sorry boys, there is a mistake. I showed you the wrong video”
omg, how hilarious! Ee kuan…….
he got like 70 per cent for his video
which is ……
ok, that’s not impt at all, cause he showed our video after that. i totally expected that, since we bleed and sweat for it. our video, that pawned and owned so much. tried to scam cj who was in hue at that time that we merely passed our video, and we received a very lovely reply, ASSHOLES!

at least our magship worked, and im so proud of it. it didn’t work for god’s sake, not until i decided to change the polarity of the magnet, which worked surprisingly. it was moving at the rate of 1cm per 5 seconds or sth like that, but heck! it moved! and the mummification managed to hold the magnets in place, yay! good job man!

me nigay and sj are in charge of the graduation video that will be distributed to the entire chord after grad night hahaha, oh boy, so i can put anything that i want (: that means …………
and since nigay and sj are moviemaker noobs, that means………..

rmb the sec 3 gep that died like last week? kinda sad right? now some rjc rugger committed suicide as well, like ystd or some time back. he is called yi feng/wan/win or sth… decided to end his misery after the rj teachers told them, as in the entire batch that they were the worst, or at least sth like that. freaky, why would anyone want to commit suicide? never heard of anyone dying since sec1 and now, phoof … 2 are already history.

the maths teacher sucks.
bye

2006-09-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

Ain't the same no more

time flies when you are having fun?
the sept holidays are overrr
that means a nearing ct and chinese Os
damn ... havent been really productive nowadays
have i?

since probability is not tested ( at least thats what i've heard ) im gonna skip it ENTIRELY. okok, actually i dun really understand it as well, so &^%(%(*%!#$
then there is the mountain of chinese mock papers that i'll have to be more hardworking and copy all when school starts. and the physics magship. ewwwwww! its stupid, it wastes our precious time, and more importantly, it doesnt work for shit's sake

spent my whole afternoon and night with my grp rotting at sj's house, trying to finish it, although we knew that was impossible. and we didnt finish it. yay! but it was hilarious at times when we were making the prototype, coz i bought and brought 4 ultra small and powerful magnets that ivan introduced to me. went through hell trying to separate them, only to see them bounce and snap back into one after some poor positioning on our styrofoam "ship", literally tearing our ship into two, and no amount of scotch tape can prevent this catastrophe. even when we got them apart with the iron nail/wire through the middle, it still didnt move even with a 18v battery. it merely swirled in the red tank, making random movements to the north south east and west, before coming to a rest. we made 4 and none of them worked

we were desperate, and desperately in need of something to cheer us up, so i recommended watching hard gay on youtube. hahaha! hard gay can be really gay at times, but he is so funny! and im quite sure that you wont turn gay after watching him LOL. then i told them there was this uber magnet thats 13 times stronger than the one we were using that i wanted to buy from the supplier. the attraction force that it generate will crush plastic, awww how pretty! then we were joking that we should put one on each side of andrews head and observe what will happen (:

then fahd had this ownage french song called j'ai pas vingt ans, or in english, i'm not twenty. i will never get sick of it no matter how many times i listen to it, coz i know not the lyrics. basically im just admiring the tune, which is really really beautiful. i have the english version but it sounds weird from the french one, so i'll stick to the original by ALIZEE. alizee is hot, go google her!

ps: i didnt google her, fahd did it

INTERMILANO (=

internazionale has been granted permission from the Italian Football League and UEFA to withdraw the club's number 3 shirt, worn 634 times by Giacinto Facchetti. and burdisso will be the LAST EVER inter player to wear that number. OMG ... thats some respect!
they are entertaining florentina tmr morning, so have fun thrashing them. yep!

~enjoy your life, coz you are not twenty~
~dont regret when you get old at twenty~

2006-09-06T09:25:00.000+08:00

what a day

ystd was a seriously hectic day
partially it was my own fault since i have been slacking for the 1st half of the day. and then i had to rush for physics meeting at the new bishan library.
and god was it cool
met someone i totally didnt expect to meet
nevermind nevermind, then fahd koped this damn imba idea from josh for our prototype
did i mention imba on paper only?

so basically after that, we went to sim lim to get all our materials
the crocy clips, wires, batteries, iron nails were easy to find
but the magnet, and i mean reaAAALLLL strong ones
were hard as hell to get
we literally combed the entire tower for bar magnets
but didnt find any that suit us for our dumbass project
but the funny thing was that someone actually gave us namecards to go to rochor centre to get the magnets that we wanted
oh yes and two shop keepers gave us the same card, so thinking that thats the place, we rushed there. and rochor centre really sucked, no lifts ----> wth? after some exercise, we reached there, only to be disappointed by the fact that they only have ultra puny magnets. -_-
omg, that was so timewasting!!!
thank god we found our magnets in another shop, and we thought they were really strong!!
great
so we went to fahd's house to assemble the parts and settle some bill. my wallet has a hole or something... hey wait, where IS my wallet?

had our dinner at fahd's place, it was hardcore curry and spices, wow
then we were listening to mrbrown as well, while screwing around, fixing our magship
the 1st design apparently didnt work due to some unforeseen circumstances. and the 2nd design was too hardddddddd to make. its like making an ac motor, adding in split ring commutator, carbon brushes, an axis and coil and a gear that will turn the rice scoop that we bought from ntuc which was suppose to function as the "PADDLE" that will propel our "ship" ( a piece of rubbish styrofoam board) forwarddddd!!!!!!! did i mention that the magnets have to be strong as hell too?

basically, we were attempting something that IS impossible, so naturally, we gave up very early.
then we spent like 1 more hour thinking of an alternative plan that never really materialize. had ice cream in the end before lumbering home. was reading this rather nice book that fahd got for our english book club called BEL CANTO on the way home
apparently its the winner of the 2002 pen/faulkner award that talks about some kidnapping and two couples falling in love.

i woke up early this morning to rush my testimonial coz i didnt finish ystd. there is hell lot of things to add after reviewing chinkess copy, who put gay things in such as abilities to memorize the tamil pledge by heart and blah blah blah. oh NO!!!! i forgot to put my napfa achievements in!!!!
omg i just sent my testimonialllLL!!!!!
UIEHDLI:HCF:EOIO:ERHO:QIHI&^(*
oh NOOOOO ... i was gonna put something like " A capable and well-balanced student, Jiwei is very fit whereby he recorded gold for his four years in raffles and aced the napfa test in secondary 3"
then i forgot this morning.....
^$&^$(&$%($($(&$%(!!!!!
neverminddddddddd
i shall go do something else now
bye

2006-09-02T10:46:00.000+08:00

HINDER

let nothing hinder your appreciation of the subtleties purveyed by this oklahoma city fivesome, who are dedicated to bringing back the good old decadent days when sex, drugs and rock & roll weren't dirty words, but a way of life =)

what a timely break for me too
1/3 of the class are going on an immersion trip to wuhan
wish them the best of luck
yep
i think im gonna enter the ultra slackierrr mode for now
there is a mountain of chinese hwk to finish, but i'll just pretend that i didnt see them
there is holiday training i suppose, but i'll just pretend there issnt
anyway, we can train on our own now
there is not need to go back to school just to use the gym
i really miss throwing
sad ):

ystd went to sj 's house to do physics magship
nothing productive even with the mighty presence of fahd
we were looking for magnets and wires and rods, but we couldnt find any save the wires
not even north point has them...
so we went back
nigay was sleeping
fahd and sj were playing chinese chess
while i was happily listening to my chemical romance live on youtube
then both sj and fahd started commenting on my below par taste for music
wtf?!?!?!

ok i shall go download hinder's entire album
they are such a wonderful band, i just love the deep and powerful voice of austin
awwwww
go listen to lips of an angel, bet you will love it too

2006-08-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

good job

nice one jiwei
i think you rock man
u did a ultra great favor for your group, and for yourself
kinda like skydiving into a marsh swamp
how wonderfullll

anyway this was wad happened
it started out so badly, such that our fate was pretty much sealed
i think nathan sensed something fishy, and requested to see our re surveys
this is really very rare, as normally teachers would do no such thing
but we faked our entire survey resulttttt
how?!?!?!
so we have to print out 100 copies
hardcore fake surveys with different pens, different colors, different styles, blah blah blah
freaking troublesome at least
and with one of your grpmates happily slacking off,
what more can u expect?
but i hardcoreeeed so much till my eyes started bleeding
and we have to crumple the papers, occasionally stepping and vandalizing some to create the "OLD" effect
only that part was fun (:

then came the killer
i was on my way outta school, and i suddenly realised that i forgot to pass rold 5 surveys for him to fake
so i rushed back to 3rd floor, and just nice, rold was about to descend from the other side
so i shouted at the top of my lungs
HEY ROLD, I MISSED OUT 5 SURVEYS, I ONLY GAVE U 20 TO DO, THERE IS STILL 5 MORE WITH MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
the second i finished shouting, nathan stomped out of 4D, the class beside where rold was standing
and nathan, if u haven noticed, is my re teacher mentor
ggxx -______-
-ouch-

anyway there is no use crying over spilled milk
guess i would have to come up with a convincing story tmr
god blessssss me
i want to stay in ri no more

and grad night is so screwed
coz zz doesnt want ppl from other classes to join our table
so no rold no joseph no jy
awwwwwww
instead we have to include our own classmates
some of whom we may not fancy
blehhh......

i met pie at gym on monday
a weird place, a weird meeting
i mean of all places, i met him in the gym
hahaha
i was he who noticed me 1st
and i got to know his ultra big size, mega muscular friend
who happens to be very friendly and open
on the down side ... u have to pay for those
ahahaha

okok teachers day tmr
so wishing all teachers a happy happy teachers day
be happy andrews, ur beloved rep spent all his fortune on your card
but has yet to record any signatures or messages
rofl....

2006-08-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

internazionale

omg 4-3
0-3 in the first 40min
then 4?!?!
omg lurve you inter
so proud of ya hahaha (:
it was an incredible Super Cup comeback against Roma
too bad there was no way i could have caught that
funny why they removed the seria A
hmmmmpppfffffffff
some ppl just dun see the immense quality the team has
stop being bias against them,
they are scandaless
and they have a team made up of champions
forza inter!

wow 920 already
and im still slacking happily at home
awww, there is chinese and re later
chinese ... ok, re .... ?!?!?!
why is there re? when we finished it last week?
so lets pray for a free period,
so the time can be better spent elsewhere

and tell you what,
pat nathan told us to turn our report in
so i did it, and wow
5% plagiarized only?
my god, good job guys
this time, i have confidence that all of us will pass our re!

2 more days before the holidays
ahhhhh
time to enter the slackering mode
slack push slack copy slack paste
i shall slack even though cts are in like 4 more weeks
ya know, some of our dear classmates are involved in the wuhan trip,
where they will spend like 2 weeks there,
so, must play fair and square right???
how can we start mugging without waiting for them?

lalalalala fux
925 already
okok time to bathe and change up
yl will be so freaking pissed at me if i were to go late for his lesson AGAIN
bet he will slaughter me and call my parents to pick up my body parts
okok no more crapping, its time to rushhhhh

i think i fell in love with slacking and made it a part of me

2006-08-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

make or break

today oh today
why are you so fuzzy?
why are you so mean?
i forgot to bring the most impt thing in my entire life for today
my re presentation!!!
goshhh
i only realised it when i was near school
man that sucked
and rold has been giving me attitude probs
wth a thousand no-s

but luckily rold brought a back up copy
haha, back to plan
so my 1st bio module was okay okay
the teacher is a horrible bitch
and she is even pregnant....
yelling and bitching at us, i mean me yh and alvin
coz we were discussing a tiny little bit more vigorously than the others
then she purposely posed some questions to jack us
alvin got through, i got through on my 2nd attempt,
but pooooor yh, just died
she was so determined to kill him that she asked him a damn cocked up question
"what is the difference between huntingtons disease and parkinsons disease? and alzheimer?"
and yh just stoned there
awwwww ... stand for the whole lesson

the stuffs we learnt were really cool
with the addition of some real shockers
like when she asked what caused breast cancer
we all thought its oestrogen
yes it is, but paraben also causes it
which is like present in almost EVERY cosmetic products
like moisturizer, deodorant, blahblahblah
and drinking coke and eating bbqed stuffs can lead to alzheimer?!
yeshh it was so interesting (=

and our re didnt die
im very certain of that coz we really did our best and bullshitted all the dumbass teachers
so no more re-re nor 5th year in ri
hahaha
no more re too
omg im so freeeee now

okok ivans just asked me to do the chem bonus qns
its like wth, im going off in like 20mins?
nvm, i shall see what i can do
tmr im doubling languages
literacy stylistic and ways of reading
look at the latttttter!!!!
thats freaking shit....
how many ways of reading are there anyway?!?!?!
ok i shallnt be so bad
we rehearsed nursery rhymes during the 1st lesson
how cool +_+

2006-08-20T12:39:00.000+08:00

this weekend

a weekend full of rubbish
thats not the way to describe my nice sats and suns
but i just cant love this weekend
maybe only the birthday dinner ystd was fun in some way
i really got hell lot of things to accomplish, especially my re
doesnt really help when ur mentor warned u to do well for ur oral presentation so ur chances of passing are much higher
and considering my grp mates, hmmm
not formidable indeed

to think i accepted rold's proposal of helping him complete his ppt slides, for a free movie any day any time
thats damn cheapskate
i really wonder why did i accept that
coz i dun normally take bribes, not at all ):

ok i shall not grumble anymore, lets talk about something happier
the birthday dinner ystd was fun
and nice scamming by yelin and cj
at first i didnt wanna go, coz *ahem ahem*
then cj and yelin said something like
hey go la, got alot of ppl going too
ok so i decided to go then, since there was supposed to be hell lot of ppl
then u know .....

$#$%$#%^#^%#!!!???!?
anyway fish and co has this grudge against students
where they refused to performance the birthday cheer for us
aww man what is that??!?!
they did two for the others
and when we ask, they snubbed us?
nvm about that, we hogged the whole bench for almost 3 hours
watching sheffield jack liverpool
damn fun
hahaha

omg rold is freaking birdbrained

rold: hey u using thumbdrive tmr right?
me: no i dun have, floppy?
rold: fuck u? use thumbdrive
me: i DUN HAVE
rold: cd-r?
me: our ppt so big meh?
rold: dunno
me: maybe its only like 260kb???

kk time for some reeeeee
byez

2006-08-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

gone with the wind

omg today's dennis was so damn boring
yurks
and tmh wassnt much better
ewwww

and for the stupid paradox thingeee,
i managed to solve it this morning, some how
and stop rold, stop trying to claim the credits
you did nothing but to try and scam me of the 10000bucks
and that applies to rooney too
wth, didnt even read the qn properly
i solved it, so the money goes to me
yay!

actually the solution is pretty simple
just ask the guard ( guard y) if the other guard ( guard x) will say that he is guarding the right door
you will get a yes and a no, for all scenarios
and if u ask the one who replied with a yes, thats the door

and not to forget, i tanked all the dmg for my hist grp
coz someone went to fold the materials, highlight them,
crumple them and messed up the order
and i have to tank all the shouting by lester,
omg so cool -.-

2006-08-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

what a day for me

ystd was so hardcore
hardcored hist all the way
from early morning to night
omg wth
one whole day wasted just like that?
did i mention that my entire sat is a repetition just as well?

okok nvm about that
today was so cool at first
nigay was telling me that when he submitted our hist project,
chinks was there too
so chinks submitted to gm 1st, and gm was like WOW
and when nigay submitted ours, gm was like wooooooooowwwwwwWWWWWWWWWWW
okok enuff, u get the effect (:

the real prob came after training
when x and y got into a fight
i was there, with rooney and ivans
i thought they were just "joking" at 1st,
but awwww, it didnt turn out that way
hardcore punching and pushing, and it ended when y started to bleed
it was pretty ugly
and im quite surprised that i didnt have the guts to stop them
*at first*
i just waited and waited
and ............
next time,
next time, i will do sth,
if that ever happens again
and yes i will

enough saddness,
i thought logic and paradox was kinda fun today
with some really coool so called "paradoxes"
actually its more into logic, but oh well
lets seee, this is really interesting

BOOLEAN ENLIGHTENMENT

the path to enlightenment lies behind one of two doors. infront of each door stands a guard who knows which door leads to enlightenment, but one of the guards always lies and the other always tells the truth. so you are allowed to ask only ONE question to both guards, meaning the same qn to both, and the guard will ONLY answer with a "yes" or a "no". unfortunately, u dunno which guard is the liar. so what should you ask, in order to find the path of enlightenment?!?!?!?!!?

door A door B
guard x guard y

this one is so damn freaking hard
i promise 10000 bucks for the 1st person to solve it
hehe (:

okok freaks
i just realised i haven touch up on my chinese file,
damn, yl even called me to screw me personally ystd
luckily he was speaking to my mom
haha, but i got screwed today
awwwww
time to do some hardcore filing
byessss

2006-08-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

so lets see

my dmp courses really suck
they are totally horrible
i cant believe it, permutation and combination is just so damn boring
and its a freaking 2 long hours,
i was rotting in the classroom, just like chinese

ivans koped my bra, arghh damns
but luckily he returned it to me (:
but then, there is this damn indian smell on it ):
wtf? what shit did u use to wash it?!?!?!
nvm, at least its back with me

so funny today morning, when i went late for assembly
of course it wassnt on purpose, the timetable says flag raising is at 740
but i kinda got scammed, wth la
its at 725 actually, so im booked by my good friend
who asked the late comers to stay behind and sing the national anthem and the pledge
and there was a good bunch of us, easily 10 plus
so the prefect said, u all can start now
10 seconds later, pure silence, no words, no laughter
everybody is stoning below the flag pole
wow so this is the national spirit
2 days after national day
how cool
actually its quite funny, if u are there

i decided to be late for denise's philo,
coz i chanced upon nigay and co
my ss group of course
we were talking and chatting, and i just dont feel like going for his stupid lesson
i didnt know its denise who's taking me
and i greeted him while slacking at the atrium
wth?

so like 35 minutes later, i decided to drag myself to the class
wow so black
ok it was dark (:
denise is being his usual self, showing some lame video
but denise was so cool today
he didnt reprimand me coz he was teaching fatalism
which happens to mean, everything is fated, there is no cause
so he told the class
jiwei is late, because it is fated
we cannot blame him for something which he has totally no control over
so i shall not punish him
wow
good job denise!

lets talk about some football shall we?
ibrahimovic went to inter milan
omg yes .... a million yesss
so now who do we have?
crespo, ibrahimovic, grosso (: , vieira
omg all talents
and together with the old squad, inter will win the treble!!!
haha wishful thinking lol

tmr there is still x-country waiting for me
and of course our dear history project
waaa so busy

byes >.<

2006-08-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

it started out so well

this morning was so (*#^(U&^*&
totally not the way i wanted it to be
school supposed to start like around 920
but i got scammed by some idiots
saying that we should come to school early and play soccer instead
so i had a free ride in my mom's car
after i stepped out of the door,
the 1st person to greet me was a freaking flagger
camping right at the busstop
and the second i alighted,
she rushed up and extended her can with a smile
awwww
there goes my 30 cents

and about the soccer thing
there were only like 4 ppl playing soccer
and it was in class!!!
wth la, total scam
after that got scammed for filming again
jh begged me to help his ss project
by acting as one of the more violent protestor
and the reward was 2 bucks
so i went there, screamed till my throat ached
and no two bucks

ok then during flag raising,
gmw as pissed with our class since we were quite late for assembly
and she had to say it to me
why me?!?!?!
then raymond chan told us that those who ponned x-country happily last wednesday
had to report to school this sat for punishment
which is a 3.2km run
crap

then for nat celebration, i had to be the model for my class
parading around with a 4 x-L shirt designed by vei-ven and zm
basically with

we are the reason
why S'pore
doesn't Snow

imprinted on it
you should be able to get what it meant
right?

modeling was no fun
then we were told that we had to parade for the sce3s and sec2s as well
what the hell, stop wasting my time like that!!
after the sec3s, many requested to leave, since it was so darn boring
so i happily walked out through the backdoor, asking if i can leave
then lester lim was like " you? nono, you look good, you stay."
oh my god
Noooooo.......
but its alright, since i came up with a convincing excuse on my 2nd attempt

went for some class-bonding activities later on
and nigay told me this damn inspiring story about shaun leo punching an ah beng
ok waits lets see what he wrote:

was gonna get off the bus to go to sch for SS project...then thta guy was standing there blocking the exit, with both hands on the side of the exit there...so i NICELY said excuse me...he dao...i said a bit louder...he actually turned ard and said fuck you...and refused to move somemore...wtf man...normally people would say sorry and move right? but no this fucker AP..so dun let me pass...bo bian i pushed him away...then he buay song, shout fuck you at me....then after i alighted the bus, he jumped off and pushed me...i turn ard and i got a freaking smash to the jaw...i was like super stunned that in this time and age still got people fight...so ok nvm..he smash my mouth liao still taunt me...that pissed me of a lot...ok so then we started fighting...actually he din land any more blows on me after that punch...i smashed his nose with all my strength..and i think i might have broke it...he was bleeding like mad...ok so nvm, got him disabled, then followed with whacking his stomach, followed by his chest, to make him winded...so ok nvm he disabled liao, cant breathe how to attack me...so to make sure i punched his chest a few more times till he collasped on the floor....haha, thank god i learnt how to disable ppl from my fighting lessons....e 3 weak spots, stomach/chest, shin and nose...well din need to hit shin coz he was alrdy dying...so ya lar...manged to save my ass from getting a beating....lucky i managed to win him...else i think i die liao...o_o....haiz...these kind of lowlifes should just die off la....wanna bully someone also cannot win him in fight...then even if he wants to sue me, no need to say, i will win hands down...doubt he can get a lawyer as good as or better then mine......hope this wont happen again...i dun like getting into fights....nt good...and my jaw is hurting like a bitch now

o.0
wowwwwww
shaun leo so strong?

2006-08-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

what is this?

omg
like finally, this week is well over
and i guess its the start of holidays right?
correct me if im wrong
next week is so delicious
starting off with permutations and combinations
and of course HCl
and thats all
seems quite slack .. hmmm
but i bloody dun have any free days
i think the closest i can ever get is next next thu
where i only have freaking assembly
and who the hell will want to go for that?

and gosh cca resumes next monday
and i guess the book review is due on that day too
along with my screwed up re ppt presentation
and there is still book club (wtf is that?)
and i lost my grp's history materials!!
oh no!!!
is it my fault? coz last friday i put it at the back of the class
on top of the pile of chinese projects that disappeared this week
and our hist materials went along as well i think
how?!?!

2006-07-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

the religious man

i've decided to take down my blog song due to popular demand
ouch

anyway i love it no more
its au revoir

one more week to dmp week
and thats when all the fun begins
but some would rather call it
Destructive Muscle Programme
whereby you hardcore gym everyday
and drink hell loads of soy bean that makes you gay

couldnt believe there is this guy
who hardcores gym monday to friday
five times a week
then goes swimming on sat
and cycling on sun
sooner or later
we will see him in the obituaries

so windy now
and its hurting my eyes
shallnt blog anymore

2006-07-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

im so proud of ya

re crazy!!!
we were so damn afraid of re
coz we really did some last minute report
and yz ... sigh
screwed his only job
and that is printing
so we handed our report with printing errors all over
>.<

but things didnt turn out so badly after all
we played bridge for 45min before she came
late of course
and so did we showed her our proud report
and she seemed so emotionless
until she hinted to us to give her some reasons to pass us for re
awwww owned ):
then we made some "promises" that we will work doubly hard
in order to submit a much improved version of our report
so we dun have to be retained to re-re
lol

and guess what did we do next?
i bet no-one can be so brilliant to get it
we actually went to watch a movieeeeeee
during the 3 hours of re periods given to us to do our re
HAha :x
yay!
movie rawks

but
there are like no good movies left for us to watch
POC and superman are all history
so we happily discussed on our way there
and yh suggested nacho libre
i was like,
god! what the shit is that?!?!?!??!
and he persuaded me and har with his flowery description of the movie
a superhero/wrestler out to kick some ass
ok it didnt sound that bad right?
so we went there
and bought the tickets
before i saw the advertisements for nacho libre
i was like
OMFGFUCKUSHITUWTF*!%^*^#
i think i saw this

yea i know
that was freaking scary
oh my god i almost puked
but to be fair to this freaking low budget movie

it cost 7 bucks only
so not THAT bad
but actually the story is quite cute
and i love the songggg
i dunno the name, its just so addictive
me and yh were going
"ayam ayam" (lyrics)
then har was like NO
its
"im proud of ya" (:
ok my listening sucks
but i just dled the song ahahaha
its called -religious man-
and its " i am i am"
hahahaha rofl
anyway my listening still sucks
):

ok time to do something productive
bye [=

2006-07-23T09:07:00.000+08:00

sweet sixteen?

ok last friday was so fun
the concert was so entertaining
it was great, fun, full of laughter
and most imptly
dong was superb
save i cheered loudest for him
or was it one of the loudest?
heck, who cares
then went to coffebean
to buy this so very expensive
full vanilla
which happens to be quite nice as well
just a bit ex
erps
reached home at 12+
which was sth i dun really want
coz the next day i had cip
which was in geylang bahru

so i woke at around 6
yucks
i hate it
but no choice
damn!
cip was errr...
quite ok i guess
did cleaning in an old lady's house
before moving on to paint 2 houses
the 1st was so bad
coz the old lady would utter vulgarities at me every 10 seconds
of course, in hokkien
so i dun care,
since i dun understand what the shit is she mumbling to herself
and the 2nd house, was equally bad in another way
the indian lady would order me around like a dog
do this, clean that
paint this, move that
sigh*
after that went to alex's house to do some ss

it was pure stoning after i reached home
sth that i really hated
since there was re to finish
but
im not in the mood for that

so comes today
yea i know my birthday
haha yay!
but its gonna be the worst bday i ever had
i can feel it
coz
i had to wake at 8 to finish some work and settle ss with zm
i had to go to cj's house to do ss at 1
then we'll wait for zm before doing some filming
which will drag and drag and drag
and if i ever reach home early
i'll have to finish re
ok cancel that
i'll have to tryyyy to get some re done
before finishing my chinese compre

what a bday man!
so fun (lol)
scream hell to that man
this stinks totally
anyway
sincere thanks to those who wished me a happy sixteenth bday
though i doubt it will be happy
nvm i shall be optimistic later
god knows what might just happen later
HAHA
(=

time to get some ass moving

2006-07-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

fantastic

today was so happening
unbelievable
and hell funny

as for english, i was doing a great favor for my grp by ponning so we will not have enuff ppl to present our english ppt, which happens to be, well, some distance away from the finishing line
i sacrificed for my grp okay!
and i had to spend like 20mins rotting inside the library toilet, and the rest stoning at the study corner outside library.
alas, i thought it was a mission accomplish, till physics, where 6 of us went to the toilet coz, well, ya know, its baldie's lesson.
then
i saw tang, all of us saw her
so i was like frantically trying to hide among my friends,
hoping that she would not see me
but
w,x,y,z SHOUTED

jiwei, dun hum la
whats there to be scared of?
just pon tang's lesson only wad!
not as if this is ur first time
and why you pon!?!?!?!

o.O

------------------------

ok then came re, my grp got fried by bitch
and we were so determine not to see each other again in ri next year
so we really really wanted to hardcore our project
and we thought the best place to do it is in the library
and so we went there, happily
wanted to kope the coms at the surfpool
but from afar, i inferred that its full
so i told yh,
and mind u, its quite audible

me:
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! ALL FULL!?!?!?!
yh:
YAA! FUCK!!!!!!!!

so we had that interesting convo,
having absolutely no idea that
5m infront of us
carefully hidden behind the shelves of books
was mr eng, sitting on the sofa
reading some magazine
and we saw him
yea we so did
(:

not gonna elaborate what happened to us later
cause
im so hungry now
dinner time
byez
[=

2006-07-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

duality

yep!
i've just finished my 1st trailer
which i spent some very much precious time on
and its spectacular i must say
and god damn i lurve the music
twisted transistor
so now its onto the biography
which i seriously feel needs some help
coz i don't trust only 1 to 2 guys on it

but awww
its time to take a short break
i need the new epl season to start damn it
coz i feel really strange on saturday nights
and haha, juve is demoted with lazio and florentina?
and the hilarious part is that
juve starts in series B with a 30 point penalty
say wow

now onto homeworks
im confident that i can get my hands on other ppl's philo draft, so that one is settled
but the chinese compo on smoking
):
and the bio test wtf
it was over, but i was damn sad, and i still am
coz i put ovary and ovule
where i should have written
ovary WALL and ovule WALL
fucks
there goes my 2 marks
which happens to be alot for a 25 mark paper

there is still maths test on thursday
which i absolutely must score well
but there is track n field finals on wed
and high chance of a track dinner after that
that i want to go since its my last year
yeah
time flies

oh oh oh
and there is RE on monday
which means im seeing that bitch again
which also means that my group is gonna get fried
badly
with some oyster sauce and chilli pepper
ouch
yet yummy

but then
its time to relax now
happy happy
yay!
[=

2006-07-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

damn it

so damn busy nowadays
dun even have time for movie
wth la
its totally unbelievable
this week is cramped and packed
even next monday is a turn off
and there is cip on sat to piss me off
and the damn english project which is going no where at the current moment
plus the ss project
and the tests
and the practs
and the make ups
and the ...
and the ...

oh ya and the bloody dmp
im forced to choose subjects that i have total no interest in
which is like wth
and me ended up with a totally screwed up timetable for dmp week
where i get absolutely no day off
with more than 4 days where i have to come to school for just one hour and its home sweet home after that

and yea, today is so stupid
coz i have some appointment, so i cant make it for the nsw english paper
but tang insists that i must pay
so 840 for nothing?
i like that

~the only thing that i ever really lurved~
*was hurting you*

2006-07-10T08:27:00.000+08:00

the nameless

YES ITALY HAVE WON
HAHAHAHAHA
THEY DESERVED IT
THEY ARE THE CHAMPION OF THE WHOLE WORLD
=D

ok i dun actually sound very excited, coz im damn bloody tired right now. yes i can go and sleep, but in like 30mins time, i needa wake to choose the dmp, so no point.

later i have my final at 230, and right now, im feeling dizzy. absolutely no vigor in my legs anymore, and my eyes are damn red, wth, its damn easy to tell that i didnt sleep last night. and if thats the case, then vincent and coach will fry my ass

awwwww

i think i'll go and bathe first before camping at the webby
byez

~yawnz~

2006-07-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

wait and bleed

i've felt the hate rise up in me...
kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
i wander out where you can't see...
inside my shell, i wait and bleed...

omg i gotta rush to keny's house, but before that i really need to predict the scoreline for the match tmr morning,
coz ....
well ....
ya know,
im so good at it (:

okok so listen up boys, totti will make makelele look like a fool, gattuso will pulverize zizou and barthez will probably ram a goal kick into his own net coz he desperately wants a goal to his name :D
leaving behind a legacy,
if thats what you want to call it
okok back to the topic, the score will be 2-0 to italy
'nuff said

oh waits, it was nigay's birthday on wednesday, so happy belated birthday!! xD
i know it may be a little bit late,
but
its always better than never
yay!

and to all those who laughed at me when i said italy will win the world cup in early june, look who's having the last laugh now
brazil maybe a great team
argentina too
well although germany is one
italy is perhaps a greater one
and they shall prove it in 8hrs time

rushing off now
byez =]

2006-07-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

competitive

ok so i qualified :D YAY! summore on my 1st throw. waaaa ... really took away so much pressure! i think i threw around 37m, but heck la, strong wind today ): so i did stretching for like 1 hour plus, then threw for like 20minutes, then happily go for event, where i threw for 1 minute and qualified. seems damn slack right? but nooo, i experienced hell lot of pressure, coz 34m seems to stretch for a great length of the field from the stand. i wassnt even confident of qualifying in the first place. then i started to think what will happen to me if i dun qualify. i will be so ashamed of myself, how to face all the teachers in charge, the coach, my classmates etc ...
but thank god! thanks for the luck guys, and i must specially thank my chinese teacher too, coz he wished me good luck. as in, just as i stepped out of the classroom, he was like hey did u get that worksheet? oh u did? good luck for ur event! jia you! i didnt expect it at all, comon, i bet he doesnt even know who i am, just know me as the guy who sits beside the more noisy guy in class and can be equally noisy during lesson as well.
so, i made it on my 1st throw
martin on his 2nd
ivans almost made it on his 1st, missing by a mere 1m
ok no beating around the bush, ivan didnt make it ):

2006-07-05T06:04:00.000+08:00

pure brillance

omg, im so happy right now coz italy has beaten germany and is like on her way to the final!!! omg did u see how grosso played, shit he is so damn good and that goal he scored was pure class. absolutely no chance for the other keeper. and the second goal was a fantastic chip as well, yay!

haha, i got the score right again! its like i get it right twice in a row already, and that means more money $$$ im superb at predicting scores, so maybe i'll do it again next time once i get to know their opponent

germany played well, italy defended well, their luck also seemed to have vanish, hitting the bar twice, but lucky they never have to wait till penalties for lehmann to pull out his secret cheating notes again.

ok its getting late now, time forbreakfast

*yawnz*

a long day today, with training as a bonus
oh well, tough luck
last training before qualifying
hope i get it right (=

2006-07-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

dead :X

ok we met our new mentor, and before that we were really praying hard that its not gonna be that bitch. but oh well, no luck this time, we are really in deep shit coz she requests to see everything we've done so far, which happens to be nothing. wow! we were given more than 6 months to come up with a good solid project but we happily wasted 5 months plus on movies, early yet extra long lunch breaks, talking cock in the library, or for some of us, going home extra early ):
then we now have two weeks to finish everything, yeah abit rush right? we came up with a one page roughly 300 words project overview during the 3 hours of RE periods today, and when she saw it, she said that she has a strange feeling about counseling. so to put it in other words, she wants to attend one of our counseling sessions as a counselee, yea omfg! this doesn't really look bright right now, but i hope we can pull through, i dun wanna fail this shit.

comon, may god bless us (:

i injured my groin last week, i thought i was lucky coz i have 2 weeks to recover before my qualifying.
but
things didnt really turn out to be as good as i thought it would have. went to track meet, and realised that my qualifying is this week friday. omg, dead again. during training today, i can still feel the strain, awwwww ... but relax, qualifying is 34m only. i should be able to qualify, right?
then
i realised something again, that my final is on 10th july, which happens to be world cup final too, which happens to be our postponed youth day holiday as well!! say wow! i dun wanna comment on this anymore, this is plain bullshit

and i bet with lz today, regarding who will go through to the final round. so my pick: italy and portugal =D
yes boys
time to make some extra cash

2006-07-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

what what?!?

germany, italy, portugal and oh dear, even france are through. hey have u noticed something? im master at prediction (: i mean the scores are rather close, and all the teams that i've predicted to go through, all had done it! all of them! wow yes, im good at this, and if thats the case, i may just do it again this round. hehe, so we have the lucky yet skilful italians against the bulky yet sadly, much lurved germans, the unlikely portuguese against the ageing french. and my predictions are:

italy vs germany
2-0

france vs portugal
1-2
HAHA, sorry germany, u are good, i admit it, but against the BETTER italian side? nahhhh, no chance =D and its au revoir to the french too

no youth day holiday tmr, which is kinda sad, but nvm, we get it next week and they should really cancel training coz rgs is having a break too. i just realised that re final submission is very near, in fact its 17th july if im not wrong. awww thats sucks, coz look at my talented group of slackers with rold leading the way forward :[ we really need to come up with something to please the new mentor, which happens to be a very very very x 100 strict pmsing bitch.

i just read this very interesting piece of information on the newspaper today. if other ppl are advertising their high definition tv on our tv with all these bright high quality images, why do we need to buy these new tv that that they are advertising since our old tv can already display these wonderful images on our tv?!?! surprisingly, this really makes sense to some extent
haha

2006-06-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

fade like this

i went for the xbox 360 challenge today, and sadly didnt make it. i knew i wassnt gonna make it in the 1st place coz i never played the game before, and it was on xbox 360, which is like totally unknown to me. but the grand prize is just too attractive to dissuade me from digging out 2 bucks to sign up! A BRAND NEW XBOX360 WITH 3 ORIGINAL GAMES WORTH A TOTAL OF 800 DOLLARS!!! ok i didnt get that far, was on a two match winning streak before accidentally losing 0-1 to some indian ): nvm at least i got a xbox360 bag as a consolation prize

today was mufti day, so can wear home clothes. but instead i chose to wear my morrison house shirt. not that i running outta clothes or something, just that im patriotic to my blue house! it was damn slack as well, and i became some soccer pundit along with yy half way through the chinese lesson coz we are so bored. not that the lesson issnt interesting, but just that, we are bored! so my predictions are:

germany vs argentina
3-2
italy vs ukraine
3-0
brazil vs france
1-2
england vs portugal
0-1

later they are screening the matches in school, but i dun think im going, coz its so damn freaking hard to sleep there. no bed, no pillow, just old tables and chairs, how uncomfy! tmr there is some class gathering issit? dunno if i can wake up leh, coz its at 845 ... and i still have training at 3pm!!!! sian, with 2 hours of sleep, dun think i can make it that far ): so its either sorry gathering, or sorry training, or sorry both =[

2006-06-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

vermilion

got caught by dm for wearing red laces, i mean wth la, my second day with them on and so fast kena caught. i know that i will get caught someday, but, just didnt like the fact that i was caught so damn soon. no choice, i'll change next week then.

no youth day on monday coz sch decided to postpone it to next next monday, which happens to be world cup finals!!! what a coincidence!!!! ok no la, it was one of the few great decisions that they made since i steppped into this school.

yep spain is out, france in. actually i dun really care who gets in coz both teams are cool. just hope that germany will win argentina tmr so that italy will have a easier time thrashing their up coming opponent, of course if they beat ukraine, which is really like 'obvious' then they will most probably meet brazil in the final and after a gruesome match with totti stepping on ronaldo's head and squashing ronaldinho's foot, italy will once again, emerge victorious and be the new champion =D yay!

ok its time to do some chinese book review, relax i have my friend's copy. im so gonna copy, but its like 5k words ): awww dun think my pen will hold that long. nvm i shall start typing now

2006-06-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

life of an addict

24th june

10.17am

cck stadium

39m

comments: beyond godlike

this is the time where most people start to dig out their holiday homeworks i guess? but what if u digged 'em out and u realise that u dont know any shit about this and that, what will u do? so u try ur best to borrow, kope, copy or struggle through, -or- will u just aint gonna be bothered about all these shit that they try to drown u in? actually, all sounds pretty cool to me (:

funny these days, coz i am kinda addicted to my chemical romance, korn, slipknot etc, all the hardcore music that u can think of. literally digging out all their songs, and i realised that most can be really nice if u just keep listening to them. last time i was so totally against these songs coz they are so freaking loud/meaningless/disgusting ... but i've changed. not sure whether thats good or bad, but its strange how people change the way they perceive things so quickly.

anyway just wondering if anyone finished their 10 zhonghetiankong/ 2 chinese mock paper/ chinese book review? coz they are really killing me with all the chim words and i dun get what the book is about. i dun even HAVE the booooook!!! gosh one word : gone ):

i saw saw, as in i watched it. yep, finally found in on the net, dl-ed it. before that i was combing through hmv for it, but they only have the dvd version of it, which cost like 48 dollars. no choice, only can obtain it illegally. but i went to hmv for some songs a few days back and jesus, i saw the vcd version of saw on sale for 7 dollars -.- [ok at least i saved 7 bucks] anyway the movie was just as nice as its part II, with a great plot in the end, just that its not grotesque. with a bit of intestine tearing and foot sawing, thats all i can remember, ok thats just me.

i lurve this song " vampires will never hurt you" by my chemical romance. damns, i dun get it, i dun know why it is nice, but i just lurve it. maybe coz it has some more than interesting lyrics, i dun know ... go listen to it if u want =D

Someone get me to the doctor,

and someone call the nurse

And someone buy me roses,

and someone burn the church

We're hanging out with corpses,

and driving in this hearse

And someone save my soul tonight,

please save my soul

2006-06-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

a broken dream

just

lurve

secret

mountain

training

freak i just hate vjc. it is so bloody far from my house, and it is soooo damn blooooody expensive to cab home from there. cost like what .... $20!! no more vjc training for me, god i hate that place. gaying around in rj feels so much better (:

lets see, later at 10 there is the italy vs czech match, which should be very interesting. i can't believe that italy drew with 9 man usa, its like wth la, the strikers off form???? if they dun win this time, then they will have a chance to .. well .. pack and fly home? nonono please, not again, comon boys, go win it! btw i just read something interesting

player with the most ....... (for italy)

shots: toni

free-kicks won: toni

fouls committed: toni

caught offside: yes again, toni

anyway forget about that, toni stinks, go cheer for totti instead. its at 10pm, so yesss, i can finally watch in peace!

2006-06-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

golden lion

back from training. and just got informed that there is wings meet next tuesday ): its like wth ... so late then tell me? its damn sad coz its at vjc ... and poor me doesn't know how to get there, Booo.

at least there is the italy vs usa match later at 3am. but why at 3am again??? the timing is abit off for my liking, but heck, i dun care. as long as they thrash, im happy. but paraguay are out already, wth there goes my santa cruz ... yurks this sucks

im at ermm, page 165 of the chinese book. yea i know im finishing soon so dun rush me, only perhaps 50 more to go? seriously the book can get quite porn at times, with the uncle and the ling ling doing all sort of stuffs together, and the stupiddddd joke about the ******** ok im not revealing here (:

holidays are coming to an end, i know it stinks, but this is life. just live it as happily as possible (= anyways i was out looking for saw but i totally couldn't find any, except the dvd version which cost like 48 bucks? no way man, totally no way at all. dvd version of saw II cost only like 24??? thats like halfffffff!!!! watched the skeleton key and my god, its not a bloody horror movie. maybe its coz its a pg horror, but thats no excuseeee!!! it stinksss with a stupid ending, with no blood/gore nor psycho freaks. it just wash away my money la ):

ok its time to check on the score now, so byessss

hey hey hey waits .... adidas adidas adidassssssssss!!! ya wanna know what adidas is??? its an acronym for somethingggggggg!!! bloody hell and i just realised that it means " All Day I Dream About *** "

have fun (:

2006-06-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

how to fly?

this week is so totallly crampppp. and im missing the germany match coz of training tmr. wth ... no moood for anything. brazil beat croatia by one goal only ... zzzzzz so darn boringggg. i wanna sleep soooooooon coz im so freaking tireddddd. i hope germany loseeee, although i don't really know why (: