whats wrong

holidays now, but i still wake up at 7am. whats wrong with me? i feel so darn tired every morning yet i just cant slp. have to train 2,4,6 and all are at 2pm! (omgggxx so hawt!) i'll be stoning at home just waiting to go for training cos tell me, what can i do from 9-12? go out? (nah!) mug? (lol!) smash? (maybe?) stone? (better not....)

hmmm... blog is collecting dust, but its ok.... i like.

rold and yh will be mugging in sch in the mornings. perhaps i can join them, although they obviously arnt the best ppl to mug with out there, but, it should be ok.

hmmm my shit jave video (: lol im so shameless, but its ok, i like. got hell lot of mistakes waiting for me to correct.. esp. my balance! i cant seem to stabilise myself before i throw so when i do throw, i look as if im tripping over myself, which is umm... BAD! and i stepped on the line!!!! wtfwtfwtf...

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not so impressive week

rots.
next week is gg seriously. why?

1. phy spa
2. econs test
3. chem tutorial
4. gp (dunno what la)
5. maths assign

hmm what have i done so far? finished one question in my maths assign cos thats the ONLY one i know. tried abit of chem, like 3 questions in part II of tutorial, but still have a long way to go cos i still have to do part I!!!! and shit, its due tmr!!!! im having double chem tutorial + chem lecture, which means i have to do 2hrs worth of chem tutorial. crap! and energetics is damn hard!

econs test is on tuesday! howhowhowhow!!?!? i have to clear the store tmr during recess, help clear more after pe, then go for training, and nice, i will reach home at 9 finish bathing and eating at 10, and try my very best to get something (ooops!)

sat training was damn shitty. went to gombak, warmed up for 1.5 hrs, and just as i was about to do some hardcore throws, coach decided to call it a day. then he volunteered me to do some sai kang for the discus event. had to pick discuses and run around like a dog ): then the official was like telling me that i can train my shuttle run this way. wow! are u joking!??!?! how about u help me do 40m shuttle runs 60 times with 1.75kg discuses?

was looking forward to pe on monday, cos its like my 1st formal pe lesson since march? but god was playing with me! it turned out to be a pe lecture.... hahaha, and something hilarious happened. i was walking to the lt with my specs, and met ms see toh and the sailing tr outside the lt. then the sailing tr who saved me ass last time, told me that i look damn serious in specs (lol?) then ms see toh joined in and said some other things about me, which kinda DISTRACTED me, so instead of opening the lt door, i opened the fire cabinet door beside it. shit? both of them were laughed like crazy, and see toh told me maybe i can see better w/o specs! then came thurs pe, where i decided to throw some medi balls instead of playing soccer with the rest, cos, i also dunno why.....

heard selection trials is this sat. and everyone is training like mad. rold asked if i wanna train every morning! lol! and sam asked if i wanna go gombak to train on tuesday. wth!? roy demanded a zapped version of the imba throwing book. and i did the sai kang again?

nvm, i just want a nice monday. w/o pe!

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>.<

ohman, i seriously gotta take EXTRA glucose before training next time. did some real throwing and drills that involved my legs, and guess what? couldnt walk after that...

kept telling myself to learn to use my legs, to drive forward, and yea, perhaps i did use them today. but the dist? sucks? dunno how the hell i threw 41 with the 800g javelin for competition. its like im hitting somewhere like 36-40 with the 700g javes during normal training. normally if u can throw 41 with a 800, u should be able to hit like 45 with a 700 yea? really confused man, i asked coach and he told me its the atmosphere during competition..??>>?? but honestly, the 700 bucks javelins they use during competition must be able to fly further than the 40 bucks javes in rj ya?

and oh yea, the field still sucks. i expected much better cos of the sun toay, but zzzzzz. we still have to walk on shit. and my javelins didnt help either, cos they always land flat, and glide, and bathe in the shit. and when i do pick em up, voilà! surprise surprise! had to do driving drills later, which was freaking tiring. coach made us hold this 10kg plate and treat it as a driving wheel, then u have to pretend u are a truck driver and steel to the left, steer to the right, move forward. ok its not a very good description of what we really did, but we had formula 1 racing. Ferreira vs mercedes vs Lamborghini vs proton. haha, guess which one was me! LOL ... sorry i suck so much.

driving totally destroyed my legs. dunno if its my stamina or my legs, so 2.4 how? lucky i can drag to july (: but i will doing pe on monday i think. anyway the teachers are damn nice to me. its like i have been mia for like 2 months alr and they never say anything? but its not that i really hate pe or what, its just that i have super low stamina and pathetic recovery rate. and my pe sessions just have to be on the same day as my trainings, so if i take pe, i will eat sticks later.

my spike nails are rusting. how long have i been wearing them? 2 months? and ivan almost put his javelin through shengwei today. shengwei totally freaked out. kinda reminded me how dangerous this sport can be sometimes.

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watashi omoide ni wa naranai sa

crap.
flu.
sore throat.
cough.
why do they always appear together?
its not like a major illness, but its the kind that will dragggggg for damn long, and make you damn irritated. i ponned sat's training cos of that, ok..... not really pon la, but i cant go cos im too uncomfortable. then monday, they were like trying to put cones across the shit field so we can throw. and obviously no one wanted to take the job since we have to literally walk in a shit field. it smells so bad that i almost fainted even though i have a block nose to protect me. then shalom saved our ass by being a man and volunteered to do the dirty work for us, but coach just popped out of the blue and asked "who didnt come on saturday ah? maybe he should go instead!" and his acting was damn zai la! he act as if he dunno that guy is me, and he just have to say it infront of my face. haha he was damn sarcastic, and i was like "eh, how can i go in my black nike shoes?" but he insisted, so i said "ok wait, i change into my spikes 1st!" hahaha, he almost killed me then! so no choice, i journeyed across the mud shit field bare footed.

did hell lot of leg drills, esp. the jumping ones. damn sian, i dunno why either. did for like 2 hours? and ivan was damn cmi la.

pool, movie and class dinner on tue were more than enuff to drain me. maybe its cos im sick, but i really felt damn tired towards the end. planned to cab home with kaipin, but stupid kaipin just had to donate 10 bucks to shanshan as cab fee, and thus no money to cab? ended up taking the bus tgt... haizzz

pe tmr. screw it la. i dont feel like going. im just gonna reproduce the same overdue mc as an excuse. anyway im really sick what! but how long have i skipped pe alr? hmmm.... like 5-6 weeks alr?

wow

i never realise i actually hated pe

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