school again

class outing was postponed, but i still used that as an excuse to pon training on sat. come to think of it, i feel damn bad, coz its gonna be like my lasttttt track training? if i manage to get into volleyball, then byebye track, im so sorry.

the girls in my class are damn stone. like wth la, whole day keep quiet, then all disappear right after the last period. they can seriously go and form another class lor! was telling my senior that my class has hell lot of girls, then he told me more girls the merrier, coz they tend to be more active. ya right!!!!!!!!!!!! if the class is not bonded, of course its gonna be my fault again, so please ppl, sack me.... i suck as a welfare rep, and if u are wondering why, lemme tell u, i hate this job!

still rmbed that one guy in my class transferred out coz i look like a guy from 4k (aka the o-level class) thats freaking gross man, i totally cant believe there are such ppl in rj! to hell u shithead!

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busssy

god, im having headaches these few days.

i cant decide on my cca for nuts! first i wanna continue track, then volleyball suddenly brought itself into the equation. now, im in a freaking dilemma again... track is abit boring/lifeless, but i cant quit easily. volleyball on the other hand is fun/exciting, but very risky too. track, is too risky to quit, coz all the seniors know me, and i swear they will never forgive me if i just walk out like that. after all, there are only 3 male jc1 throwers this year, after they rejected like 6 plus people. the problem is, that i've alr started training with the new coach, the new throwers, so that makes it almost impossible to quit. but, i love volleyball.......

awww this is driving me crazy!

havent touch my physics tutorial yet. better do so before my ct decides to issue me a white slip tmr. life is freaking sad in rj. where's the 3 months of honeymoon???!??!?!?!

haha mj told me he started blogging too.

http://www.isayrespect.blogspot.com

ooops? did i just type something?

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oh no oh my

woot! i love javelin! had my 1st throwing session of the year on sat, and i love it. despite my whole body aching as a result of gym training on thu, and the wet muddy field, i still threw far! ROCKS! i threw something like 40++ meters. hahahahha. i rock i rock! even ivan improved a few meters! but coach said my technique sucks, shits, bet it would be drills drills and more drills
for me next time. realised that there are hell lot of javeliners this year. now it stands at like 8-10 ppl, so many that there arent sufficient javelins for everyone. its like we get to throw 1-2 javelins before walking across the field to retrieve them. DAMN MAFAN!!!! no wonder they are holding a javelin trial for the new j1s, hahaha! its like all the ppl want to join javelin and not discus or shot put, coz javelin is so coooool!

i suddenly want to join floorball, for fun i think...... i thought its damn slack, until i asked my friends, who told me that they've just turned COMPETITIVE!!! omgg sucks, wrong year man! either that or i join the B team which trains 2 times a week. nvm i shall see how, there is this floorball clinic next friday. until then..

one more day before the hectic timetable kicks in. doubt i will enjoy it anyway, coz im still in the uber slack mood. since im the welfare rep, im forced to mug the birthdates of all the ppl in my class, and guess what? its caroline's birthday next tuesday. siannnn, which means i have to buy her a present............ (ps: its the duty of a welfare rep, nothing more!)

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sweaty

orientation is all over. if i have one wish, i will wish that orientation will last forever.

im the new welfare rep for my class, which means i am the one who is responsible for organizing class gatherings, class outings, class bonding, birthday presents and so on. i hate to say this, but i dont really like this job. since they know i dont like my new class, they saboed me to do this shit. awwww, how sad. now i cant even say anything controversial about my class, as im the one who is suppose to promote and ensure healthy relationship in the class.

how ironical

zhizhi aka my monitor, or whatever u call it in rj, told me that i have to organize a class outing, preferably sooner than later. that really hurts, coz, i dont even feel like going out with MY class. wahahaha, have u ever had this kind of strange feeling before? its just like digging my own grave.

that sucks

today is damn boring, coz i dont have any lectures, and yet i have to stone in school till 12+ before im dismissed. i wouldnt mind a lecture or two, but having none can really kill me! thank GOD i have maths and physics tmr, but on a second note, that sucks doesnt it? i mean maths and physics, the two uber boring subjects along with chem.

yurks!

last time i used to look forward to subjects such as chinese (coz its super slack), history (coz its even more slack) and social studies ( even even more slack). but now, im like stuck with maths, chem, phys, (which are damn yurky), and econs, my only hope.......

today

played soccer at the D until we were told to screw off by a teacher coz its merely drizzling, and had a heart attack when i lost my wallet. i bought my food during recess, stuffed my wallet back into my back pocket, sat down, enjoyed my meal, stood up, walked towards the lodge, and DANG! wallet missing! panicked like shit, although i looked damn compose and relax, called alot of people, but to no avail. luckily my wallet was with this cleaner, hahaha, got it back and i really felt on top of the whole world. treated ivans, zhangwei and of course, the cleaner, to drinks for helping me find my dear wallet.

came to realise that alot of ppl envy my class. the guys are great! yeah! theres like me, ivans, zhizhi, nic chong. actually just the 4 of us can alr la! the rest can screw off. seriously cant believe me and ivans are in the same class. its like we have been upper sec classmates, cca mates for 2 years alr ( which is like very long), and now, we are posted to the same bloody class!!!! pretty amazing, since it feels so weird to be in a new environment, surrounded by new ppl with unknown intentions, and still being able to have some of ur better friends around is really a bliss.

hope tmr will be a brighter day for me since i have to play my worst sport in the morning --> basketball! apparently, my teacher was damn enthu about class bonding, so much that he organized an inter-class bball match at 8am for us.

w-o-w.....

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hi and my og rocks

finally, i've successfully repaired my sucky internet problem, the problem where my com will hang as soon as i click on the internet explorer icon. then i had to reboot, wait, and click again, and then only to find out that the screen froze again for like the 1725631723th time. but pro me managed to fix the problem, somehow... now it feels so good to be able to use the net again!

i felt so relieved when kelvin told me that he found out that i have a blog, coz, for some of you, u might have read an entry on my "suckyyyy" og, and luckily for me, i asked rooney to help me delete that entry, coz i knewwwww that somehow, ppl in my og will find out about my blog, and that entry. but guess what? chuwen told me that THAT sucky post still can be read! SOMEHOW!!! omgggggg, me = dead now. as in i was really bad in that post, erm, scrutinizing ppl, base on how my other friends rate them blah blah blah. if you've read it somehow, dont take it to heart okay? i NEVER meant it, my loser fingers were just abit too itchy during the holidays. a thousand apologies!

but i bet alot of ppl will be interested in searching for THAT post. lol.

nvm, had og outing today. im so tired now, i dont wanna talk about it. i did something real bad to someone. at least THEY told me its really really bad. hope that person issnt pissed or anything like that.

yawns yawns yawns....

my og rocks
its da best
and if u dont believe me
too bad....
sometimes i take things for granted
but fortunately
my form teacher and my not so perfect class
made me realise
how wonderful my og
actually is

ps: its not a freaking poem!

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rubbish is the password

i should have studied a littttttttttttle little bit harder. and so perhaps my hist will be 80 instead of 79, phy be 70 instead of 69, chem 70 instead of 68...... and in conclusion (: i will be in perhaps, say, og 5,6,7? og7 is freaking ownage man, love that og, just that sadly, i missed it by a littttttttle bit. DAMNS!

rubbbbbbish!

if u have noticed that i have been posting rubbish for the past few days, good job! its actually a loser attempt to "exterminate" the post on my sucky og. i guess deleting/editing it would be too dull, and not challenging at all. 3+ hours before the holidays come to an end, awwwwwww, to tell u the truth, i am sick of the holidays already, and i cant think of a better cure than to go to school, once again. i misss my training, and so does ivan i bet! i havent trained for like 2 weeks already, and i am gonna be even more rusty when i throw my javes again. sec4 is a funny year, coz during the holidays, i have thrown in like 4 sessions only? while in sec3, the good old hardcore days under the imba-even-more-hardcore-hardcore-coach zhang, we threw, gymmed, and did drills on every session, 3 times a week, without fail. i actually wanted to train with rjc, since training stopped 2 weeks ago, but i dunno that yanheng's no. fux, i cant call him, cant find out when is training, cant do shit. apparently, rold told me that there is this girl called amelia who has been training with rjc alr. i rmbed we both registered our names for the throws team, gave them our hp no, and bingo! she got called, and i didnt. sucks!

nvm, school starts tmr, and im not hating it this time, not at all.

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uh no//

today is officially the worst possible start to my new year, ever! so gonna hate this day! i was freaking depressed that some of my parents' friends are coming over to celebrate the new year, coz, I AM DAMN BLOODY ANTI-SOCIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!

im damn anti social to ppl that i dont really like, i just feel so uncomfortable being around them, as if they will literally suffocate me. thats why i decided to go out in the afternoon, to pool, which is a stupid and expensive way of escaping from the reality temporary. but, pool sucked today, i just cant believe my gross luck! the fucking ball just wont go into the pocket, and omg, i lost to ivan and yihan, like consecutively for 5+ rounds. on any normal day and i guarantee i will thrash ivan's balls upside down left right center, but not today, not today.... today is so freaking jinxed, and when we stepped out of the mall (i forgot the bloody name), a branch from a palm tree dropped right beside us, and if that hit us, gg, hospital time. and when i was on my way home, walking home, it started raining, when it has been bright and sunny while on the train. all i can say, is that, what a way to welcome me home.

i gave up entertaining the guests. the three kids are smashiing my ps2 out in the living room, while i have no choice but to lock myself in my room with my com. then one of them, got so pissed that he didnt get enough time on the ps2, started crying and whining out louddddddddd!!!!!! omgggggg................... agrgargargiasgoiadfgaoifgaoidgfaisgfaigoasdgfaog, im about to exploddddddeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
its like 11+ now yea, and i cant bloody sleeeeeeeep coz they are stilll happily smashing, wtf! my house! outoutout u go!! my eyes ache even when im typing this shitty post coz my glasses are outside and i am so lazzzy/irritated to go out and take them.

i think today sucked even more than my sucky og! but nvm, i shall be more optimistic, perhaps only the 1st day of 2007 sucks, the rest will be much brighter. hopefully (:

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