video in the makin'

andrews called me early in the morning ystd to lecture me regarding the progress of our grad video, and i admit that its not going very well.... i cant possibly start with only a third of the cds with me, and sj cant view the dvds. been looking through all the past obs trailers and photos, and im pretty amused by some HAha. then andrews wanted pure background music to accompany the slides and video, music that is soothing and relaxing. ah freak! guess i'll have to risk downloading illegally. awww this sucks.

decided to get the school to help me print another copy of my o-level entry proof, since i believed that mine was already lost. but i only remembered that i have to journey to school to collect it at like 4pm? thats far too late, so no choice, had to search for it. really in rich luck though, to have found my long lost o-level entry proof. and guess what? i found it in the mountain of worksheets destined for the incinerator.

went to have steamboat with chinks, ivan and mj. then beside us was this family that ordered all the alaska crabs, abalone, shark fins, etc. yea yea u get the idea.... then us? erm ... full of cheap fishballs, mushrooms, yea yea u get the idea too. a bunch of beggars beside the rich aristocrats. but thats ok, since our beggar set was at least decent. i paid for the meal, then this guy was like returning me a few notes and coins. i thought he was gonna hand me the change right away, like any other decent waiter, but hell NO! he put them in a black notebook, you know those where u give your credit card and they return you in it? omggggg, then i was frantically trying to balance the coins in the notebook, while rushing to herd them into my wallet. please, thats overkill urghh! then something freaking funny happened! he asked if i drive, so he could offer me a discount for the parking fee! HAha! no thank you

went to watch Dead or Alive soon after. ok no comments on that ya? (:

have been doing some chinese zhong he tian kongs this morning. got like 1/10 and 3/10 respectively. freaking demoralising la! im off to do something more fun!

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pheew

hmmm what a day.... after the awful cts
we finally get to cry over our pitiful grades. there has been ups and downs, but mostly downs for me :x one word --> sucks. but the funny thing is that i did surprisingly well for my history, something that i didnt even give a shit about. i was so scared since mathews told us that we are the last a among the rest, and poor me was having a heart attack. but awwww, i received a pleasant surprise in the end, and although i got like an overall of 79, missing 4 by 1 mark, i shall not complain, since i really felt that i got hell more than what i deserved. and that brings me back to the point, the other subjects that i've spent time mugging for, i didnt do well, not at all....
my grades dont justify my mugging... urgghhh !*((*^!!$

still have the graduation video to finish. damn that andrews wanted to see the preview next thursday, so guess i'll have to hardcore with my team. have loads to do now, and i will save mugging for chinese O's last. passing shouldnt be THAT hard right? hopefully i will get >B3 and i can kiss chinese goodbye! matriculation wasnt a problem for me until so many classmates decided to welcome physics back and drop bio -.- what to dooooooooo. phy or bio!!?!?!?!!

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a few more hours

couldnt be bothered with history and bio tmr, so im here to blog about some random things (:
had physics today, not really that HARD, but once AGAIN, im plagued by carelessness. booo! this sucks. really a short day and i reached home at round 1030. woot! omg, then i started playing island defense with yuanzi, play play play and play till erm .... well like 7pm? holy cow, now thats really long!

tried to memorize my history notes, but gave up once i started on the 80 pages long notes. reading through the biomedical notes was equally fruitless, since the f'cking gross pictures really turned me off. so now there is only bio left, and this is one subject that i can afford to lose hell lota marks. since its rather affordable, i think i may as well go to bed now.

was talking to ivans regarding jc cca options. i wish to continue javelin, but there is like only ONE spot left, since there are already 2 J2s taking part next year, 6th and 9th placing respectively. and according to my senior, there are currently 3-4 J2s fighting for that ONE last spot! omg, to think im gonna join in the competition with the new batch of J1s, *^$%*!%!(*%%*)!&!!!!!!

nvm, i have faith in myself, since 37m is free frag, and 43 is just another step away.

oh and did i mention that tmr is THE day?
no more cts,
so three cheers for sweet revenge!
yeaaaaaaaaaaa........

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omg damn you

had my chem and maths test today
alot of carelessness, so hopefully i wont do THAT badly
and the stupidest thing u can ever do is to copy the guy beside you who has absolutely no idea of what he is writing.

and cj did that. he copied ME! not as if this is his first time or what. but he copied some RANDOM number that i wrote down for chemistry! they were asking for the values of P Q R S, and i just stoned there, before penning some real random digits, hoping my luck will bring me some fortune. and that cj went to copy my random numbers! my answers were all wrong btw.
not as if i dun like people copying my work, but its just that ... look! what will be going through the marker's mind when he mark our papers? index number 30 and 31 have the same WRONG answers for the opened ended number question. and they are sitting real close beside each other. wow? even an idiot will know whats going on behind there....

but i dun really care right now, havent started mugging for the physics ct tmr, so lemme see .... have roughly around 1h30mins. i dun care! im still sleeping at 10

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the end

omg i cant help it.
but i broke my cross, and i shalln't go into detail for that one. i simply cut the chain holding the cross, and the rest is history. it is freaking painful for me emotionally, cause it has been with me 24/7 for countless years, when im asleep, when im taking a show....
it just feel so funny, so heavy, not to have it with me. its like the feeling of being exposed, exposed to all the dangers in life, to the demons, to the dark. i can be really superstitious about the breaking of my cross, but i know this is not the time to think deep into such things. i shall beg my mom to send it to be fixed real soon.

bless me almighty god amen.

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its that time of the year

i know i shouldnt be slacking here and then, so i shall keep this short and sweet.

cts are in like 2 weeks, so three cheers! a few more days of mugging and thats it. its gonna be all over, and who cares about the chinese o'levels... its scheduled at such a bad time for us anyway. i dun think i will mug for it since my post ct activities will more than probably rob me of the time to mug for it. besides, its gonna be hard to really fail that one, right?

i broke my specs. i know i dun usually wear, but i absolutely need my specs when im using my com or i will go blind again. my eyes tend to ache after prolonged hours of usage, and considering this is the intense mugging period, its gonna be ugly right... i ordered my new glasses, but i can only collect them on monday night :X
sucks, that means i will go blind tmr. my left eye is getting shitty. there is a slight increase of like 25 degrees, so no more 2 digits for me, its a 100 and 150.

oh and did i mention how i broke my glasses? it was damn freaking funny, and stupid of course. had my glasses in my shirt pocket when i was going to the washroom, and then i saw freidman. i dunno why but i started running once i saw him, and the moment i started running, my glasses flew outta my pocket and it was followed by a "krack!" sound. i didnt look down to see what happened, for it was pretty obvious. i was staring at freidman and he had that omg-what-a-noob-rofl look on his face. so it was i who broke my glasses, i stepped on them, but at least, i broke them myself, not like someone who got punched in the face and blah blah horrr...
haha

i wanna watch prisonbreak right now but i have to exercise some form of self control right? nigay told me that he will burn the entire series after cts, and so shall i wait. and i know i must thank nigay, for he saved my 10 bucks. nigay bought the disc from yihan for 10 bucks so naturally he was reluctant to burn for me foc. then i was bargaining with that yihan, seeing if he would sell it to me for 6 bucks, but he said no. then nigay decided to disrupt yihan's business by agreeing to burn for me foc. ahahaha.... lol thanks thanks! what a drama!

inter lost to bayern, i know. and thanks alot to those who laughed and jeered at me -.-
you gotta realise that if you really support a team, you will follow them through thick and thin. of course by no means am i suggesting that inter sucked or whatever, inter is a very strong team and its only gonna be a matter of time before they start playing fluid football and kicking everyone's ass real HARD.

there is still this awful physics quiz tmr that i've gotta mug for. wont be blogging till post cts, so au revior everyone, and goodluck to those taking the o'levels

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